"My boyfriend of almost 5 years admitted that he had sex with a prostitute when we had went on a break. I keep picturing him with her and it kills me. He's been throwing girls he's cheated on me with before in my face when we argue. It hurts to know that he feels like those girls were better than me. I dont know what to do we have a a child together and I feel so used and abused.
He manipulates me and confuses me because after he tells me how disgusting my body is and how loose my ***** is, he hugs me and tells me he loves me. '
He tells me I need counseling and Im crazy. Then he shushes me and hugs me and won't let me talk. I feel like I was normal and now I don't know who I am anymore. I do love him. I don't trust him though and I feel like he is trying to back me into a corner.
He even told me the other day that he knows how I am and just to pull the trigger. He would raise our daughter better if I wasnt around.
I think he wants me to kill myself and he is trying to convince me to do so.
I am so lost and confused and if the only person I have ever loved wants me dead maybe I should start to contemplate it.
Alone and Lost."
I was in the same relationship as you. My son is 2 1/2 and his father was the same way. I eventually left him but I was with him off and on for 6 years. I wish I could have that time back and that I didn't let him ruin my life. He became abusive emotionally and sometimes physically. please get out before you get hurt
I'm 21 and I have a 2 1/2 year old son. The guy that i am dating isn't the father. I have known him for about 6 1/2 years. We've been together in a realtionship on and off for about a year. I really love him but I get so mad at him sometimes. He lives at home with his parents, has no prior relationship experience (unless you count a few makeout/groping sessions that had no strings attached), doesn't pay rent or buy his own food and really has no responsibilities. He does work though. Sometimes I get really upest because he comes to my house and eats my food and doesn't realize that I am struggling to feed myself and my son as it is.
Once in awhile he will spend 2 or 3 days in a row with me but mostly I have to compete with his friends, his job, and his video games. I'm fine with him having a life but I would really like it if he included me more. He just lets his best friend push him around. Like today he was supposed to come over and spend time with me because he was with his friends yesterday. Well his best friend went to his house and woke him up at 1:30 and "kidnapped" him so that now I won't get to see him till saturday unless he comes over tomorrow night for a late night booty call. i live far away from my friends so no one wants to come hang out with me so I'm stuck home alone alot. I'm lonely and deppressed and don't know how much more I can take!
My husband and I separated for a few days. During this separation he had an affair with a friend of my neighbors. He has since came back and we are going through counseling. I am very angry with him. However the girl he had an affair with now goes to my neighbors house everyday and parks in front of my house. What can I do and how can I get past this constant reminder when I see her everyday. I said something to my neighbor and her response was for me to close my blinds and not look out the window. I am more angry with her as she has done this to several other people I know. She is filthy and makes a career out of breaking up marriages. Please help!
I guess I have come to the conclusion that maybe I am really in love with my boyfriend. Its someone I can be myself around, but I almost feel like we are just comfortable with eachother... Just like two friends. I honestly don't know if I can tell the difference, between being comfortable and my best friend and being in love. Is love just comfortable are the exciting stage?
Is it going to fall apart after we have heard all of eachothers stories? Is there a point when it's just time to end things because you don't understand how you feel or should you work through them and then decide?
My husband works abroad. Everyday we communicate by phone. Or should i say i do the majority of the calling. I love too hear his voice and to reassure him of my love. He has had his heart broken before,well we all have. But i feel like you should always let someone who you love know it by saying it not just in deeds. He came home from work late. As usual i told him I love him. He was like I love you too. Then I asked him how he feels to know his wife love him. He said baby right now my feet hurt and I have to go and cook. I realised something tonite. My husband has a hard time verbalising(if that is a word) his feelings. He is a great guy and he shows me lots of love. But I just need to hear those words especially when he is away. I felt like not pouring and showering or i feel like I am overshowering him with affection. Should i pull back a bit and tune it down?
I am so angry with you! I always imagined being married and so faithful, until the day I caught you cheating on me. I learned that this was not just a one time thing but it played over and over again.
The anger drove me into getting revenge. Taking care of the kids cooking and cleaning paying attention to you. I found my self making up excuses why I am late. And telling you I am going to my mother's or my girlfriend's house. These were all the same excuses you gave me. That's why I started going out with other men. I had sex with them and got my revenge. That's what runs through my mind when they are getting me getting undressed, or when I feel their hands on my body and their manhood inside me. I do things with them that I never did with you. I am their total slut and rock their world.
What once seemed so wrong has become so right for me...and you lie there on the couch watching TV have no idea what I'm doing.
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