I caught my sister and three of her girlfriends watching a video in her room. I thought they were watching a porn video and discovered that the naked boy in the video was me. She had placed her camcorder under some dirty clothes while I was out. When I came back I took my clothes off, took a shower and walked around the room naked, before I chose the clothes that I was going to ware. There they were having fun and getting turned on, looking at back and front views of me. It was the worst embarrassment of my life. They were so scared I was going to tell on them, they told me they would do anything to keep me quiet. I told them they had strip naked and stand side by side so I could get a good long look at them. Our parent would go out to the supermarket on saturdays and told my sister to bring her girlfriends. I locked myself in my room with them, told them to take everthing off and drop their clothes in a corner. I made each one stand in front of me, checked there boobs and spread there legs to check out there butts and pussies. They were dying of shame but for me it was like a dream come true. The feeling of having total control of them got me so hard I almost came in my pants.
I am a college girl who gets around a lot. I'm young but also pretty mature with my dealings and usually only have one night stands. This weekend I had a drunken romp with one of my better guy friends on campus. I was asked to sleep somewhere else by my room mate, and other people knew I was staying with him. I do not think anyone knows we had sex. Saturday of this weekend, I had sex (crazy weekend, huh?) with a guy that I have had a crush since last year. We made out and messed around a few times last year, but when it got down to having sex, he would rather get to know someone first. That was the first and only time anyone had every denied me sex when I propositioned them. Anyway, I guess that we know each other well enough now, and we banged all night. And it was actually a very sweet encounter.
So... what I really want to do is to maybe develope things with Mr.Saturday, and keep Mr.Friday alone because we have all of the same friends. But I'm not very good with this since I usually never see the people I have sex with around a lot. I need to know how to turn Saturday from a random encounter into at least sex on the regular. Without being wakward about it.
over this past summer, i was trying to hook my friend up with this adorable, 6"0 tall, bleach blonde haired boy. he was hilareous,cute, and smart. everything perfect for her. well i started to get him to talk about her (we started texting in like, april;he went to her school and i went to a different school) well, in may, he randomly asked me out. i didnt see it coming at all. i had only met him once, with my friend. i wanted to say no-she was my best friend in the whole world...and he was just a boy. he had gotten his heart broken a few months before,by his first GF ever. i felt too horrible saying no to him...i even tried talking him out of it by insulting myself. all the dates we went on, my friend was there. she never knew (im the worlds lamest friend, right?). we never broke up, but we knew nothing was happening, so we just drifted apart, and now were insanely good friends.
So now, all 3 of us graduated, and are in high school. My friend says she doesnt like him anymore (we all go to diff schools), but its obvious she does. i dont like him like that anymore, i personally didnt think he was mature enough to handle a relationship, but hes an amazing friend because you can never be sad around him :) anyways, now he had a new gf, and my friend is very upset by that...i just want her to get over him.
now i have a new problem. Two, actually. there are these two guys at my school (we'll call them ....latroy and...nick.) well, latroy is a good friend of my cousin, and i have a few classes with him. hes really shy, but really sweet and cute :) yet, i have barely talked to him.we just give eachother looks in some of our classes...and hope that the otehr doesnt see us doing it. Im not sure what to do about him...i want to talk to him, but i dont want to be too strong (im a very fun loving, exciting, occacionally loud person) and hes very quiet and shy, but he can get hyper too ha. Then theres 'nick'...hes only in one of my classes. hes tall..like my last BF, 6"0-ish. well..yesterday in my science class, me and one of my friends (we'll call her Hayley) were working on a project with him and one of his friends (i sit next to him in this class) we barely ever talk, he's really shy too. but funny, when he does talk. well, we all hit it off and were having a great time. well 'hayley' drew on his arm (shes WAYYYY open and not afraid to do like..anything haha) and she refused to let go of his arm. well, he leaned forward and whispered 'if you dont let go, im gonna kiss you!' and she screamed and let go haha. well later he ended up admitting he liked one of the sluttiest girls at our school...and hayley was very upset by this. well i had to wipe pen off of his face haha (even though i had only known him for like, 2 classes haha) and when we left the classroom, i REALLY wanted to tell hayley i thought he was cute. of course, as soon as we leave, she whispers to me 'i kinda like nick...hes funny!' and i was like 'yea, and hes cute :)' but i didnt say it serisouly. i dont want to bet on anything happenening between me and latroy, but i dont want to screw around with my friends realtionships again....is it too late to admit i like nick? i sit next to him in class...what am i going to do?! what should i do about latroy?? and...should i still try to hook my best friend and my ex up?? if you answer any of these questions it would be great :)
and for any rude commenters: i KNOW WHAT I DID WAS WRONG. and i already admitted it to another one of my friends (also my bestie's close friend). i dont EVER want that happeneding again, i want to start fresh in high school.
I am a senior in high school and turned 18 two weeks ago. A player on our football team was coming on to me during class and after class we snuck out to the parking lot. I lost my virginity, in the backseat of his car, with my cheerleading uniform on. I swallowed his cum and went back to class. My boyfriend goes to a different school and will never find out.
My boyfriend of almost 5 years admitted that he had sex with a prostitute when we had went on a break. I keep picturing him with her and it kills me. He's been throwing girls he's cheated on me with before in my face when we argue. It hurts to know that he feels like those girls were better than me. I dont know what to do we have a a child together and I feel so used and abused.
He manipulates me and confuses me because after he tells me how disgusting my body is and how loose my ***** is, he hugs me and tells me he loves me. '
He tells me I need counseling and Im crazy. Then he shushes me and hugs me and won't let me talk. I feel like I was normal and now I don't know who I am anymore. I do love him. I don't trust him though and I feel like he is trying to back me into a corner.
He even told me the other day that he knows how I am and just to pull the trigger. He would raise our daughter better if I wasnt around.
I think he wants me to kill myself and he is trying to convince me to do so.
I am so lost and confused and if the only person I have ever loved wants me dead maybe I should start to contemplate it.
My name is Barry and I totally love giving headjobs to other guys. I have been doing it for a long time and prefer to perform deep throat. And I swallow.
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