Reveng never works out for the best and is best avoided, here is what happened to me when I tried to get revenge on somebody I though split me and my g/f up. I should have accpeted it was voer and put my energy into moving on.
I work as a cab drive in Bristol and recently split up with a woman I'd been seeing for over a year. She had seperated from her ex, but not gone through with the divorce though he'd been a way for a while.
But, recently, he returned to Bristol and she started to contact him, claiming they had issues to sort and I reacted in the wrong way and our relationship was under strain and we seperated. I always blamed him for this so one Saturday night he got into my cab and I saw this as a perfect chance to get even.
I started having a go at him and he tried to calm the situation down but this wound me up even more so I pulled over in a deserted part of the country and told him to get the **** out of my cab and he did saying to take it easy.
I always carry a baseball bat for protection in the cab and started waving that around in his face making threats. He accussed me of acting like a lunatic so I wasn't thinking straight and when he told me he was going to see his estragned wife I hit the roof and told him he wasn't. He asked me how I was going to stop him and I told him to strip off. I was going to leave him there naked and drive off with his togs. I joked he could leave two things on, his socks. Anyway, he told me there was somebody coming up behind me and I said I wasn't going to fall for that one but he looked so believable. I turned round for a second and said "bull****, there's nobody there" and turned back. That was long enough, because he launched a punch at me and alhtough I culd see it coming there was nothing I could do. I was knocked clean out and he left me in the back of the cab. But he'd done to me what I threatened to do to him and stripped me and ran off with my kit. All I had was a pair of old flip-flops I found in the boot to drive home with.
Lucky it was late at night and I was only 6 miles from home as there was no one to see me.
Only person that saw was a fat lorry driver who thought it was hilarious, but how would he have felt in my position?
My heart was broken almost a year a go. We loved each other and we both knew it. I was to stupid to confes it to her because I thought everyhting was already perfect for me. We slowly sliped apart, and she ending up going out with another guy. Once that happened I realised how stupid I was. Words can not describe how much I wanted her.
Id give anything to go back in time and tell her "i love u" when I should have. I decided to write all this crap to help me get out the feelings that have been bottled up inside me, some of it I got from songs that remind me of her, but most I made up, its not ment to rhym and it shouldnt make much sence.
I till recall the taste of your tears
the sound of your voice was music to my ears
the feeling of us toutching was like noting else in the world
but now being near you almost brings me to tears
Not a day goes by when I dont think of what could have been
soon im leaving for a life of defending what we should have had
Ill confess im still in love with you, days befor I leave
untill then im gona continue to grieve
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
flying through my head untill I dont want to sleep anymore
There are bullet holes where my love used to be, now there is voilence in my heart
I have chosen a live of ending lives to save lives now that there is voilence in my heart
But this is where I belong, I enjoy voilence in my heart
We shared the same feelings for each other befor there was voilence in my heart
Your now just a reminder of who we could have been
You always were the one to show me how
then, I didnt dare do the things I do now
but now its to late, and ive been broken
I hope one day you will help me repair
Ill always regret not telling you how I felt on 14 2
it would have been amazing knowing knowing love was in the air
it will stick with me for ever
I wanted somthing, but now its likley I will never have.
but there will always be a place for you, anywhere, anytime, ill be there
Good bye
You'll alwys be the girlfriend I never had
My wife has been working in a call center for the past 2 years and recently she got a new boss. When she works the late shift she doesn't finish until midnight so sometimes he drives her home.
Even though I think it is nice of him to drive her home specially if it is raining or something I am kinda worried because sometimes they spend a long time talking in his car while they are parked in our driveway. He is black and she in white. Am I just too suspicious or do you think that there's something going on?
I am a 18 year old female with the username caseys_gurl and I want to say ...
ok welp me and this guy ahve been 2gether 4 a while and we are talkin bout getting married like really soon. the only problem is my parents are tellin me 2 rethink things but i dnt care what they say ima do it anyways becuz i really love him so much i revolve round him..
OK ladies, here be the dealio. I gotta admit it. I'm in love with two very different men. IN LOVE, not just infratuated. Like I have actual love feelings for two completely different men. And it is tearing me apart as I try to be with both.
I'm married to man who is a bit on the rough side. He's a Marlboro and Hennessey man. He works hard, is faithful and we have been together for 7 years. However on the flip side I'm in love with another man who would give me what my husband lacks. Compassion, romance, intimacy and affection. My husband is black (me too) and the other man is white. Oh why can't I just have both. And you know this ladies, that we all try to have both. And that's why we usually end up along eating ben and jerrys.
The 2nd man and I have both told each other how we feel, we have never acted on it. But we both want to so bad.
No matter how hard I try I can't get the 2nd man off my mind. I think about what would have happened if I had married him instead. My family would have hated me for marrying a white man, but it would have been worth it and they would have got over it. I hate the fact that I did what my family and race wanted me to do and I married my husband just because he was black. I mean there was more, but all things considered, I was always told and forced to pick the black man over the white man. Because white men are the bad guys. Except white men are the only people on this planet who actually treat me right, not the hard *** black brothers cocky and full of **** beating on us all or the crazy as black sistas I got who'd ***** me out and then ditch me to sneak around with my man. I seen to much of that in my young 25 years.
All I want is the strength from Jesus to make the right decision. Do I like this man just because he is white and different? He's everything every black man I've ever dated isn't. Kind, charming, he takes care of me and he's not even my husband. I am forever a queen to him in his mind. And I want to be a queen. I want to be psecial.
What's race go to do with it anymore anyway? Don't make the same mistake I did. Be with whoever you love, whatever the color and family be damned or you'll end up like, ok, average nothing special regretting my life and always wonderring what if.
My girlfriend thinks that she has a right to read over any e-mail messages that may be on my computer. (Her logic is that because we are dating there should be no secrets.)
However, I think that reading a person's e-mail is like going into their house and opening letters that are sitting on the table. Gee.... I have never seen my mother open letter for my dad and vice-versa.
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