I am 22m and have only worked maybe a year and a half. I have my AA and am going to school for my BA, but it feels like useless crap! I have no money and my family is dirt pour. And, when I graduate I won't make really **** money either. I just can't get motivated to work all my life for a week of vacation. I won't join they are all pussies now with machine guns,nucks,remote control killing machines and "Rules." There is nowere to exsplore that isn't satilite maped. I am a master fencer and working on a second black belt. I know more philosophy and scripture than my proffesors do. I am learning languges and travelled more than most 40yr olds
When I was small I wanted to be a knight, or fight mano-V-mano with desporados, or maybe be a cow puncher. Yet, my future now seems void and stiffuling. I can't fight the depression. My love life is great and I have friends but...I just don't give a sh**.
I find no pleausre in this world and the next seems remote and far off. I've made no mistakes and pretty much don't want anything attainable. How the hell do I get over this?
This might be able to help me. I am 24 years old. I have a girlfrind and a four year old son I love to death. I have a huge gambling problem. I have for about 3 years now. First it started with the boats. I got rid of that by banning myself. Now it's on line gambling. I have no control. For instance my girlfriend just told me if I didn't stop she was going to leave me. Then what do I do. Stupid me just went and spent 775.00 in two hours. After it's done I know that I should stop because I never come out a head. I have contacted gambling ann. places and they want to set up a meeting for you, but it's too far away.
If there is anyone out there that has over come there gambling problem PLEASE tell me how or if you have any ideas on how to help me please do. If I keep this up I will lose everything I love.
ok, I'm 18 an i have a girlfriend. Shes 15 I know thats young, and I dont need advice on that. I love her, she loves me, and her family loves me too. Recently I messed, up and she could very well be pregnant. You see she wasnt on the pill, and we were dry humping. Which is basically 2 bodys ribbing together with clothes on(her thong me nothing). It does absolutly nothing but get you really horny. Any ways I slipped in without realizing it and neither did she. I have only had sex once before, and My Girlfriend was a vergin. Well we decided the best thing to do was to go talk to her mom, the next morning. About the day after pill. Everything went amazingly well, except her mom put off getting the pill. So now I basically have the issue that she could be pregnant. Now i didnt "blow my load" inside her, but you never know. Well my parents, ok mom loves me, but she has never liked me dating a girl this young. For fear she will turn me in, my dad hates me and threatened to turn me in himself. On more then one occasion. But I love her and I'm not leaving her. Well now I have promised both my parents, as well as many other family members, that im not having sex right now, and I wasnt planning on it. Which was the truth, but now it isn't and i will be kicked out of the house. If they find out that i threw my life away. i have no money, and no time to get a job. Considering I can't leave school caz im finally almost done. I also don't have a place to live. Plus it would be a good idea to get out of the house. Considering my father is an *******, who "lets just say likes to talk with his hands" (hard) but i cant turn him in. Because there is always some kind of loop hole that will get me in trouble too. So what do i do? Recape:NO MONEY, NO PLACE TO LIVE, MUST MOVE OUT OF CURRENT HOME, SMALL FAMILY OF MY OWN TO TAKE CARE OF AND HER FAMILY ISNT THE BEST OFF EITHER. IM ONLY 18. I WANT TO DO ALL I CAN FOR HER BUT FOR SOME REASON I FEEL LIKE IM HEADED STRAIT FOR THE DITCH DEAD... PLEASE HELP!!!!
ok, I'm 18 an i have a girlfriend. Shes 15 I know thats young, and I dont need advice on that. I love her, she loves me, and her family loves me too. Recently I messed, up and she could very well be pregnant. You see she wasnt on the pill, and we were dry humping. Which is basically 2 bodys ribbing together with clothes on(her thong me nothing). It does absolutly nothing but get you really horny. Any ways I slipped in without realizing it and neither did she. I have only had sex once before, and My Girlfriend was a vergin. Well we decided the best thing to do was to go talk to her mom, the next morning. About the day after pill. Everything went amazingly well, except her mom put off getting the pill. So now I basically have the issue that she could be pregnant. Now i didnt "blow my load" inside her, but you never know. Well my parents, ok mom loves me, but she has never liked me dating a girl this young. For fear she will turn me in, my dad hates me and threatened to turn me in himself. On more then one occasion. But I love her and I'm not leaving her. Well now I have promised both my parents, as well as many other family members, that im not having sex right now, and I wasnt planning on it. Which was the truth, but now it isn't and i will be kicked out of the house. If they find out that i threw my life away. i have no money, and no time to get a job. Considering I can't leave school caz im finally almost done. I also don't have a place to live. Plus it would be a good idea to get out of the house. Considering my father is an *******, who "lets just say likes to talk with his hands" (hard) but i cant turn him in. Because there is always some kind of loop hole that will get me in trouble too. So what do i do? Recape:NO MONEY, NO PLACE TO LIVE, MUST MOVE OUT OF CURRENT HOME, SMALL FAMILY OF MY OWN TO TAKE CARE OF AND HER FAMILY ISNT THE BEST OFF EITHER. IM ONLY 18. I WANT TO DO ALL I CAN FOR HER BUT FOR SOME REASON I FEEL LIKE IM HEADED STRAIT FOR THE DITCH DEAD... PLEASE HELP!!!!
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