a week ago i was home alone and decided to watch some porn and ended up watching gay porn and getting off on it.
6 days ago i started talking to gay guys online.
like 4 days ago i meet this one guy and we agreed to meet on sunday
2 days before sunday i started having second thought but the guy told me to meet him at a parking lot and that he could change my mind in five min.
he changed my mind.
a day ago i masterbated over and over again to the thought of him sucking my dick.
last night i had sex with him after he sucked me off and then i got fucked in the *** by him.
today im gay!! what happened to me....a week ago i was straight and never thought of being with a guy and now i have had sex with one and he is taking a shower in my bathroom right now. am i going to have sex with him again when he gets out? is this just a one time thing? i am totally confused. at this moment i dont even want to have sex with a girl. I just want him to put it in my butt. why did one week change my whole life?
ok.... so i landed a bad *** bartending job and everything has been great. there is a huge difference now with women i get alot more attention from women than i am used to and i love it. theres this chick i work with she does administrative work for the office and what not but she is always drinking with the managers at work and she always is taking shots with me yada yada. anyways she ******* hot like serioulsly she is a 9 easily on a worldwide scale. latino girl about 5 ft 4 smokin body just a knockout. she is 23 and she is steadily all over me at work. her 28 yr old boyfriend is always showing up and **** so i thought it was just her being nice or whatever but the other night she got pretty tipsy and kept telling me how cute i was. eventually she nodded me off to the side as she was walking into the bathroom. Me being a 21 yr old male ***** hound i follow of course. we start making out in the bathroom getting all hot and ****. it happens a few times and she like the fact that we could get caught at any second. we then went in the stall one time and got real into each other but no sex or anything just all rub make out what not. her boyfriend shows up the next night and hes always kinda snappy with me like give me this make me that he drinks ghetto *** drinks like some kind of thug or some bullshit. he is annoying but i could care less. she is still hitting on me tho while he is there and its like whoa slow down im not tryin to get into any **** at work. she tries to get me to get her number from her sister the next night and i avoided it. i heard from my manager that she is sick of her boyfriend and he wont be around long. so my question is do i play hard to get with this chick and let her boyfriend get out of the picture before i put it down or do i stay clear from any trouble at work?? or should i try to talk to my manager about what i should do. he is pretty cool and we always talk about chicks as it is i feel like it might help. and if all is clear should i not date her bc she cheated on him so she will most likely cheat on me right?
I am in a very good relationship right now but i cant help some urges i have been having. Me and my current girl have been together for a little over a year now but before her i was a little bit of a man whore. My buisness was giving girls sex and pleasure who usually get over looked by most guys. Im talking about the chubby,fat,ugly, plain janes that guys never are interested in. There was this one girl in perticular tho. She used to always give me head whenever i wanted it but i never wanted to do anything with her cause she was a little on the fat side. But one night i got caught up in the moment and took her virginity. It felt so good and we completely fell for each other which was a suprise to me that i did. I loved having sex with her and did it all the time but still keeping it a secret. Well i met my current girlfriend and started dating her and forgot about the other girl. Until lately i have been wanting her so bad and i masterbate all the time to her. I text her and ask her if she wants it again and she always says no but i finally got her to give in. We spent the weekend together this last week and had sex about 6 times and i loved it. her smell her look she gives me when im pushing myself inside that fat ***** and just being in between those huge thighs. I came in her everytime in hopes to impregnate her so i can have sex with her when she is even bigger. After that weekend i felt so guilty and i still do now but we are getting together again tonite to have sex. idk what to do im getting into some ****.
I want to suck my friends dick and myabe do anal with him but idk if he would want to. he has said somethings that make me think he is bi curious like me but idk what to say or do to start it. anyone have some insight??
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