I have always thought that the worst thing that could ever happen to you, was getting caught with no clothes on. Some how people feel so vulnerable and docile when they're naked. I went to a field trip and stayed in a hotel, sharing a room with this girl named Suky. We shared room for a week and her coments were getting on my nerves. I wasen't fat but had a couple of extra pounds on me and she keept on making degrading coments, like my clothes din't fit right, or what terrible choice of clothes I wore. Just because she was slim and everything she wore looked nice, din't mean she had to harper about it every day. I was conviced she took pleasure making me feel bad about myself, and I just got tired of all her bull **** coments. I was so angry I couldn't stop thinking of all the **** stuff she had thrown at me and began thinking up ways to get back at her. Giving her a black eye would have been something she wouldn't have been able to hide from boys that have come with us on the trip. That would put and end to her flirting with boys and her vanity would go down the drain. Every day I would see her come out of the shower buck naked, witch gave me the perfect idea that she would never forget. I waited for the last day to spring it on her and never had to see her again. I had already packed my bags and taken them down strairs, and waited for her to go up to the room. I fallowed her into the room and while she was taking a shower, I took her room key and put in my pocket. As always she came out buck naked, so I dragged her out into the hall and looked the door behind her, leaving her with no clothes on and no where to hide. I knew there were boys in the next door rooms and knocked on a couple of doors while I took off down the hall. I sure gave those boys a great show, because they caught her naked and had no other choice but to run into their room and get herself out of the hall. She most have spent some pretty embarrassing momets in a sitting in a room full of boys, waiting for someone to open her room.
I freaking hate my neighbour, her and her low-life boyfriend keep me and my husband awak all the time with their music and I can't ever get any peace and quiet. We have tried reasoning with them but no good.
So, when she was in the hospital I work in I decided to get some mean on her ***. I was looking after her and trying to get along with her but she was still treating melike something she stepped on. So, when I was doing the morning rounds and her obs I told her to lie on her front for a second and then said I'd be back.
I had one of the student nurse with me and told her that patient needed to have her temperature taken rectally. I gave her the thermometer smeared in some ky and watched her go in, lift her gown, take down her panties and put it in. I'll never forget the look on her face. I was watching her and her eyes went as wide as saucers. I told the student nurse to excuse herself and explained that there was more to come unless she saw her way to be more neighbourly.
She asked me, "like what".
Well, as she was in for an stomach ulcer I told her I'd dry shave her down there as part of her pre-op. She agreed with me to see my side of the dispute and has been fine ever since. Though neither of us can look each other in the eye to this day. I wish she'd move
my hubby better get his lazy 54 year old *** up and make some effort in this marriage, and stop leaving his god damm brats with me all the time....i'm 40 and very attractive, i dont want this old man who gets half a fat and falls asleep by 8pm every night, i'm a horny ***** and wanna shag a hard throbbing man, not a half limp old thing.....
his brats are a product of his loins, not mine, i dont want them, never did, never will...i raised my own kids alone, as well as 4 other step kids from a past relationship, never to see them again, and I have no intention of raising someone else's kids ever again....
I DID SOMETHING SO BAD I DON'T KNOW IF GOD WILL LET ME IN TO HEAVEN, I HAVE 6 KIDS ALL BY THE SAME MAN, THOUGH I HAVE NEVER CHEATED HE HAS NUMEROUS TIMES. HE EVEN LEFT ME WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH OUR 4TH CHILD, I WAS HURT TRUELY AND HONESTLY CRUSHED, I WAS SICK OF THE ARGUING THE BULLSHIT. I STARTED TO STALK HIM AND HER WAITING FOR MY CHANCE TO STRIKE BUT I NEVER GOT TO GET TO THAT POINT, MY BROTHER AND MY KIDS FATHER GOT IN TO A FIST FIGHT LEAVING MY BROTHER WITH A BROKEN JAW AND BLACK EYE. WE HAD TO DO SOMETHING THIS WAS MY FAMILY HE HAD HURT, BAD ENOUGH HE WAS ALREADY DESTROYING ME, MY LIGHT WITH IN, I COULDN'T LET HIM DO THAT TO ME FAMILY...SO WE CALLED THE F.B.I I KNEW HE WAS WANTED IN OREGAN FOR MURDER, SO I TURNED HIM IN, I SENT THE FATHER OF MY KIDS TO JAIL FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE....I WAS THERE FOR EVERY COURT DATE I WAS AT VISITING EVERY TIME THEY CAME AND I EVEN MOVED CLOSER TO THE PRISON HE WAS SENT TO....I FEEL SO HORRIBLE, I WANT TO KILL MYSELF...I HOPE TO GOD HE NEVER FINDS OUT BECAUSE IF HE DOES HE IS GOING TO HAVE ME KILLED AND MY KIDS HE KNOWS ALL KINDS OF PEOPLE......I'M SCARED FOR MY LIFE AND MY CHILDRENS LIVES....LORD PLEASE HELP US I'VE TIRED TO DO EVERYTHING TO SET IT RIGHT I MEAN I MARRIED HIM WHILE HE WAS IN PRISON AND I EVEN HAD 2 MORE OF HIS CHILDREN SINCE PLEASE FORGIVE ME LORD...
I recently broke off a 2 year relationship... we both had agreed that we needed to be a part, but had said that we would remain friends, and keep the lines of communication open... I had planned to possibly see if he wanted to start over, and start "date'n" again. We were living together, and he moved back home, and i got my own house... We both had myspace pages, and out of bored i was checking his out... He had deleted me, changed his status to single, and even erased all of my comments... When i tried to chat with him, he said he had a new "baby" and he didnt want to chat with me anymore...lol. Ok, so NP.. I am cool with that, move on right.... But now, I am assuming it didnt work out, cause he is all back in my face again. Really pisses me off that He is trying to be his "go to chic" when he cant find anyone else... So I cut all ties, and he says i am being a cold hearted *****. I think I am just wise'n up.. what do you all think??
im just going to get this over with. i cut my self every day probally six times a day and i dont know how to stop my arms are covered in scars and i want to stop!!! i want advice on how to stop because i reaaly dont know how to.
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