i notice everytime i see my cousin i just wanna **** the **** out of her!the thing that attracts me the most about her is her damn TITTIES!her bra size is like triple ds or somethin.and on top of all that!shes a very pretty light-skinned puerto-rican chick.but still 70 percent of my attraction to her is due to her titties.her tits has been that huge since she was 12! im 18 and shes 15 now and to tell you the truth i think they got even more huge since then!everytime she comes over to my house to sleep over and falls asleep.i try to grab her breast or poke at them softly and when shes takes a shower at my house i always try to peek to see anything and always hoping when shes around my house that a tit pops out but nothin never happens.this always lead to me masturbating and now its gotten even worse now i always thinkin about her ***** how does it look?is it fat?is it hairy?how it must feel?i used to masturbate to the fantasy that i have of stripping her naked,grabbing and sucking on her tits,eating her out,and just pounding the shitt out of her *****.but that was when i was 15.like i said before im 18 now.i dont masturbate to her or that fantasy no more.ive matured a little bit,but still it doesnt fail when i see her sometimes that fantasy pops up in my head for a little while but then it goes away.i feel ashamed to be having thoughts like that of my cuzin.what are your thoughts in this?
Ok so i just moved into a new town about 3 weeks ago
i knew this guy that lived here named Jeremy
the day after i moved in i had sex with him
I knew i more than likely shouldn't have but i wanted to
anyway we started dating. it was pretty good we hung out everyother day and had sex a lot i guess you could say!
at least 2 to 3 times a week!!! he was amazing
so funny and so beautiful!!!
anyway just today he broke up with me
he said the reason was that when we were having sex i asked him to say i love you
not that i thought he did bc i dont and i dont love him!
we barely know each other!!!
but it just makes the sex better i guess if it feels like the person really cares about you!
he knows how i felt about it and all, but he said its really been messing with his head and couldnt deal with that. he wasn't ready for a real relationship!
anyway i don't know if im mad or not...
i was very cool about it when we talked and we kissed and everything...he just acted kinda weird and i dont know...he wants to be friends and still hangout but it is just so weird! i dont know what to do or how i should feel. the truth is i was really starting to like him!
i knew he would break up with me not long after we started dating though1 i even told him it wouldnt work b4 we started! it was too good to be true
what should i do...talk to him? no? friends? friends with benifits?
not at all?
what to do???
I was a drug addict. I've been clean for 4 years now.
I'm proud of myself for having the determination and the willpower to overcome a multiple-drug addiction and to better myself. I know that if I would have continued down the path that I was on, I wouldn't be alive today.
But now that I'm clean, sane, and have had the same job for 3 and a half years I'm starting to feel really empty and unfulfilled. When I was using drugs, there were always interesting people around, there was always something happening and somewhere to go. I was living in a nice house, had a nice car... Now that I'm sober and responsible I live with my parents and I have no friends.
I thought sobriety was supposed to be better than this.
I joined the military at 17 where I met and married my husband at 19. I'm currently 21. The absolute, indescribable love I had for him was overwhelming. NOW, I still love him more than anything and the thought of being without him is unbearable. But he's not the man I married. He used to be so sweet and confident, smart and adorably ditzy at the same time. Your good, old-fashioned country boy that would do anything for his girl. He's still amazing, but I can't help but think that the war changed him for the worse. He is by far the hardest working soldier in his unit; dependable. And I love him for it. But he ALWAYS brings his work home with him and as much as I try to listen because I know how rough it is, I just can't take it sometimes. Especially since he's too nice to stand up for himself. Not to mention he's overly emotional. He feels that if we don't kiss 20 times before he leaves the room or steps out of the car to pump gas, we don't love each other. I have never been, and never will be, that emotional, lovey-dovey girl. At one point, it was cute. I loved that he loved me so much. But at this point I'm like "You win! You love me more! Now let me play some Guitar Hero, dammit!"
I get so much flak from the girls because apparently having a guy who's so sentimental and emotional is every girls dream. But this isn't like that. I feel confined with him. I feel bad because I'm really short with him. I'm absolutely a ***** when he doesn't deserve it. I feel bad, but I can only handle so much. I've been thinking for quite a while now that maybe we just got married too young. That I needed to date a little more before I settled down with him. To be completely honest, he's not the kind of guy I ever wanted to settle down with. I'm just tired of being the guy in the relationship. I want HIM to be the cool, confident, collected, mysterious one for once. I feel like I still put up a challenge for him. I try to keep things interesting. But he just watches TV and takes me out to the occasional movie. What do I have to do to get him to be a little more creative??? We're SO young but we might as well be senior citizens. Hell, even they do more exciting things.
I know I sound heartless for acting this way when he was in Iraq, etc... But he didn't SEE anything. He worked in the lab in a clinic. It was more the stress of being so far from home. Regardless, I'll be attending college this fall and he'll be attending the same college through the Green to Gold program. I'm hoping, praying, WISHING that being away from the military a couple years and living as a civilian will help him lighten up and let loose. Plus we'll be living in my home town so being in a familiar environment might help us both reconnect.
I am in love with my husband's brother and the other day he confessed his love for me. His words were, "I have loved you since I've met you, more than I've loved anyone I've ever been with." He left to go out of town for a few days, and has text me almost everyday, saying he loves and misses me and would move heaven itself to be able to wake up beside me in the mornings. But for the past two days, since he has returned home, I have not heard a word from him. He has not called, texted, anything. I am head over hills for him, and I'm not sure what to do. Can someone please give me advise on this. Thanks.
i feel guilty that i want to hang out with my ex. not to hook up, but things just ended so loosely, & its actually really a twist of fate that he's back in the "circle".
am i wrong to want to kik it? we weren't exclusive when we dated, and we've both moved on...but i cant help but wonder if he's puttin himself in situations where he knows i'll be (ex: Hanging out at my sisters house!) now i dont want to jump to conclusions, bcuz his friend likes my sister, but CMON now! does he really have to be there?? they say its cuz he's the only one that drives, but...iduno, its just an awkward predicament to be in, and everyone's lookin at me like "well if u dont still have feelings 4 him it shouldn't matter" which IS true, but the way we went our ways was very unresolved & uMmhello! i got played--so of course i am skeptical!
but things are different now than they were then, so maybe everyone does deserve a second chance to make amends, etc. i just dont want to hurt anyone by hanging out, and YES it IS innocent! i would never disrespect the One i love by cheating! & im sure he wouldn't jeopordize his family either......
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