so im 21 live with a roomate im on my own searching for money women success and friendship. i have always been confident but there is one thing that kind of holds me back mentally from time to time. when i was younger going through adolesence and what not i first started masturbating with a lotion that ended up really irritating my dick and it created this rash i was left to get rid of. i went to the doc and was taken care of. for the most part my dick is normal. everything works but i have a slightly scarred area on the underside and a little on the top. for some reason it doesnt hang as low as it used to and im not so satisfied with my dicks appearance at times. also my urine stream isnt as strong as it was before the incident and i get a little gun shy sometimes if i have to piss when someone is watching me. i have gotten used to it. sex wise and relationship wise it hasnt been a problem i am still alive and well and grateful for my health. is there a surgey that is out there?? should i talk to my doctor again about it and see what maybe could be done to help?? i feel like its the only thing i doubt myself about ever. i want to feel normal and not have anything to hide or be embarrassed about.
About a year back i met this girl who just moved into town from florida and she started hanging out with me and my group of friends. She said her whole family lived here and she hadnt seen them in 10 years. We started talking and ended up going out and getting pretty serious. She never really talked about her parents or any of her family that much which confused me but i would find out why later on. Well about 3 to 4 months into the relationship i wanted her to meet my family. I was kinda distant from my parents and didnt tell them much and i really didnt spend much time at home being right out of high school. So i asked her if she wanted to go to a family reunion with me but she said she couldnt because she had a family reunion too. I didnt think to much of that because it was the middle of summer and there were always family reunions going on in the parks everyweekend. I also thought she just didnt want to meet my parents so she made a story up. Well the day of we woke up at our friends house that we were partying at that night and we both went home to get ready and the plan was to hang out after we were done around 4 o clock. I got to my parents and my mom was really excited because her brother was going to be there that she hadnt seen in years. My uncle had a shady past that people didnt talk about much but i guess he was a big drug dealer and got in trouble with some people and he left with my two cousins and aunt out of state to get away. When i got to the park i said my hellos and was very bored of course. I texted my girlfriend and asked her how hers was going and that mine was boring and she texted me back saying she was bored too and she was just swinging on the swings at the park. I then said ha yea im at a park too i might go swing then. I needed a cigarette and i didnt smoke around some of my family so i went to the other side of the park to the swings to smoke and there she was swinging on the swings. I immediatly said hey what are u doin here and at the same time we said "oh my god!!!" we were cousins and didnt have much time to talk cause our parents were both calling us on our phones cause they wanted us to meet. we went back to "meet" each other event tho we had "met" each other countless times in bed!!! I didnt understand cause her last name wasnt my moms maiden name but i guess she changed it to my aunts maiden name (her mom) so noone would find them. i didnt know what to say or do, we couldnt tell our parents and we were in love. My mom said "oh when u too were younger u used to take baths together but u wouldnt remember" and i looked at her and said well i guess we cant take baths together anymore since we are older just joking around even tho we had sex in the shower like a week before that. My dad even said ur cousin has grew up to become a very pretty girl and i was like yea she has. Well to end the story we kept seeing each other for about a month after that until it was to much to hide so we ended it
It was so embarrassing I'll never forget it. It happen in high school when I was 16 years old just after PE period. I went to the boys lockers to shower and change clothes. I was in the middle of shampooing my hair when I hear someone come in. There was no one in the lockers when I went inside and thought some boys had just arrived. My eyes were clothes to not get shampoo in them and sudently heard this clicking noise. I rinsed off my hair, opened my eyes and discovered three girls were standing in front of me pointing their cel phones at me. They sneaked out so fast I din't have a chance of knowing who they were. They most have know I was the only one inside and sneaked inside to peak at me. I din't known how long they were standing their looking at me, but sure they had naked pictures of me. It horrifies me to think those pictures are out their and maybe shown to other girls in school. I keept myself from talking to girls, I felt embarrassed because maybe they had been looking at naked pictures of me. At least they keept it a secret and none of the boys knew about it, but I still spent a very embarrassing school year.
I,m a 15 year old boy that got bullied by four 17 year old boys from my school. It happen after school on the way home and din't suspect anything about the group of students fallowing behind. I walked over a pedestrian pass over the high way and had to cross a park to get home. I thought I was going to get beat up when these guys pushed me into the brushes. The four girls that were with them were telling them to "do it" My books got scattered everywhere, when they forced me down on the grown to get my pants undone. I realiced they were going to pants me to amuze the girls that were with them. It was an embarrassing prank often played on younger boys, whipping their pants down when they least expected it. Usually it was just a quick flash of your undeware, while you pulled them up real quick. But being away from school ground, they were free to do more than just that. It was so humiliating when both my pants and boxers were taken off right in front of those girls. They threatend to leave me there half naked and forced to stand holding my shirt up, in front of these cheering girls. It was the most horrible helpless feeling to be exposed in such a public way. I din't get back my clothes till everyone's fun was satisfied and then threw them on the gound before running off. The worst part was going back to school the next day, knowing that everyone would find out about it. I din't even dare tell my parents or any of my teachers.
I once witnessed a girl getting humiliated in a park. We were playing basketball, when we heard to girls yelling insults at each other. When we went over to see what was going on, they were already slapping and pulling their hairs. Someone should have told this girl, that you don't pick a fight when your waring a boob tube and a skirt. She was swingging away and trying to keep her clothes from getting ripped. She ended getting tackled to the ground by this girl twice her weight, with intentions of ripping as much clothes off of her as she could, to humiliate her in public. One of her breasts had slipped out and the crowd was yelling "strip the *****" Blood was dripping from her nose and now she was in a fight to keep her skirt from being ripped off. Some other girls jumped in and her skirt came off in sherds. The pulled so hard on her panties it left burn marks on the side of her hips as they snapped off of her. They were calling her a dirty whore and dragged her around half naked, waving her ripped panties in front of everyone. She must have died of shame having the whole crowd see her that way and just sat on the ground crying and covering up with what was left of her skirt. The poor girl got her ***** put on show and don't know if anybody felt sorry for her. I just think that everyone had fun seeing some else being degraded. It's human nature.
As a young boy I grew up in a small country town, were everyone knew each other. I played almost every day with Mike and two girls that lived nearby. We knew each other since we were 8 years old and went to the same school. Mike was a heavy set boy that weighed almost twice as I did. He took pride knowing he could over power me at will and sometimes he could be a bit of a bullie, just to show off in front of girls. We were 14 years old when he put me threw the most embarrassing moment that I would remember for the rest of my life. That day I was playing with him and the two neighbor girls like every other day. We usually played in the fields and that day we had gone down to the lake were we took swims in summer. It was supoused to be a bet, that if he tied me to a tree, I couldn't get myself free so I let him tie me up. They just watched me struggle trying to slip my hands free and laughing because I wasen't getting anywere. Mike began to laugh and began bragging about my being stuck and putting all these embarrassing ideas they could do to me. The most fun was pulling my pants down and my face went red just just thinking of have embarrassing that was going to be in front of those girls. Those girls did nothing but daring him to do it. It was just what he wanted to hear them say and came over and dropped my pants around my ankles. It was so humiliating but still coudn't stop myself from getting an obvious boner pushing my boxers up. I panicked at the coment "Let's see the whole barn while we're at it" as I felt my boxers slide down and my dick spring up in full view. I almost died when I saw those girls having fun looking at me naked against tha tree. They were up close watching my hard on and pinting out how it pulsated up and down and flicked at it with their fingers. They had all the laughs and fun before Mike untied me just enough for them to to get away. The next few months were every embarrassing, because I had to face them every day in school and shure they shared the story with God knows how many boys and girls in school.
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