My friends had been planing to have a party, but din't want to have parents haging around. We were all in our teens, 16-17 years old and din't have a private place to have it. But we lucked out, because one of our friends parents were letting us use their beach house for our party as long as we din't reck the place. They were going to be out of town, and we had to leave the house in order when we left. We began inviting all our girlfriends, mostly from our high school. In all we were 6 boys and five girls showed up. Great party ,with swimming pool, music and some smugled beer and latter having a kissing feast with spin the bottle. Tired of kissing, someone came up with the idea of playing strip poker, to make it more interesting. It took some convinsing and at the end, must of us were ready to play and the rest couldn't chicken out. The rules were simple, looser had to strip naked or be stripped. I wasen't to confortable with the posibility of ending up naked in front of my friends and five girls and it was going to be humiliating if I got a hard on in the process. It turned out that in the first games, two boys and one girl ended up naked with blushing faces before it was my turn. At least I wasen't the first, but still stripping down to nothing, embarrassed the hell out of me. I was bent over in an efort to cover my boner and girls telling me, that it was normal to get a hard on. I guess being naked with other people so long, makes you feel more relaxed after a while. So we all ended up having drinks and jumping in the pool without a tich of clothing on. It was great fun looking at those beautiful naked girls and I guess they enjoyed looking at our hard dicks swinging all around them.
I think that I've fallen for my best guy friend. For awhile I thought he might have liked me too. I am actually pretty sure of it actually. You see, I decided I really liked him after we spent an amazing weekend together. No, not like that, it was nothing sexual. It was just pure innocent fun. We just hung out, together. We talked, laughed, watched a free concert, watched a movie, and so much more. It was a lot of fun. I even fell asleep in his arms. When he walked me back, he gave me such a tight embrace, and when I looked up at him, I thought he was going to kiss me, but that being way to fast, I turned away. Then within a week, I find out that he has a girlfriend. Not only did he fail to mention that (and we are pretty open with each other), but they had been dating for quite awhile including that weekend. So not only had my so called best guy friend lied to me (if you consider not telling lying), but I find out that the guy I liked has a girlfriend. Not only that, but had we kissed, I'd be "that girl" that he cheated with. I never want to be that girl. So, now here I am all confused with a bunch of mixed feelings. I know what I'm going to do, but I just don't know what to think about him anymore.
I am just puttin this in here to say what is on my mind and see if anyone can relate and talk about it..... right now i feel really alone and unwanted i mean i have a lot of friends and family that love me but i want someone that i can always count on and talk to ...............this may sound korny and selfish but i want someone to make me feel good and tell me that they love me....but the problem is i live in a stupid piece od **** hick town and there are lyk 1,000 people in the whole town and pretty much all of them are over the age of 60 =(
When I was in high school me and a few buddys got drunk one saturday night, and as they say one thing let to another and I ended up letting this one **** me. I did like it, but said I wouldn't let things go that far again, and he felt the same way. But just a few weeks later him and I were out driving around and he started it, I said no, but then he pulled into a deserted driveway, I said I didn't want to, but it wasn't long untill I gave in. That was just over a year ago, and I don't know how many times since then I've said no, but ended up well stroked, I envy how he can get me where he wants me when I don't want to be there.
All my friends have more money than me and I envy them so much. When I hear that they have an unexpected expense or they get screwed in the market, it makes me feel good. I am a bad person sometimes.
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