my friend told me that i was drinking too much (15 days after my 21st b-day) because i was talking to (and getting back together with) an abusive ex-boyfriend, after i had already started a relationship with a really great new guy (mutual friend of mine and the friend that said i was drinking too much). i denied drinking too much , and that the old boyfriend treated me bad and that he was better now. Now i have found myself drinking in my bedroom, hiding wine bottles in my closet from visitors, thinking about drinking in the morning, and cast aside my the old bf that i dumped the new-and-improved guy for. i am a mess. P.S. i am on my 1st liter of my 1.5 liter bottle of wine for the night.