I know I’ve always been a bit of a flirt and have never been serious about anyone, but I know I could be serious about you. All you have to do is ask, and I’d be yours, only yours. I’d even wait for you if you wanted me to. I’m just too afraid to make the first move.
I am in love with Scott. A man I had an affair with for 8 years. He cost me my job, my marriage, and my children. I know I'm just a booty call, but still secretly wish I could be with him. Hugs and kisses.
ok... so my name is brooke prough. and i am totally in love for this girl. like head over heals in love with her. i felt this way for her since i was in the eighth grade. im in tenth now... but over the summer last year, i was all sad and depressed because my boyfriend was being a jerk. and my best friend that i am in love with didn't have minutes on her phone. then out of know-where, i got a text from her. we started talking. we talked about how her and her boyfriend we having issues and how me and mine were too. after we talked about all that i told her that i was thinkin bout goin les so i didn't have to deal with guys being asses and breaking my heart. she said that it was a good idea and she was thinkin bout it too. 3 days later she told me that she was in love with me. and my heart melted. i told her that i felt the same way and we talked about dating. then the next day i broke up with my boyfriend and got the courage to ask her out... she said YES.. it's about time geez. i was so happy. we had the best relationship. everything was awesome except for the fact that i couldn't see her. but we stayed together and talked about how much we loved each other. but then i went to a party and another girl kissed me and i didn't tell her. i didn't tell her just because i didn't want to hurt her. but then the other girl told her behind my back. so i did end up hurting her. but we stayed together. she had some family issues and ended up breaking her phoneon our one month. i was sad because i didn't know her phone was broken. i thought she just started hating me and not talking to me. so i thought that we had broke up. school came around and i was walking through the hall and saw her beautiful face. she stopped me and gave me a note that said "IM SORRY" "my phone is broken and that's why we havent been able to talk" i felt super relieved and i wrote her back and we continued talking. i asked her out again at school and again she said yes. this time we dated for about 3 weeks. until someone asked me if me and her were together. i was like yeah. and one of her friends replied OOOH girl she denied you. my heart shattered. i asked her why she denied me and all she said was "m sorry and i don't know why i denied you" "im all fucked up in the head and i don't know whats going on in my head. i LOVE you. but i think you deserve better... i need time to think" from that day till now, im still sitting here with a broken heart. she didn't mean to break it and i understand that. but the damage is already done. and all i want even to this day is to be with her. i love her even though she tore my heart out. i hope she realizes how much i truely love her and she decides that she does want to be with me.....
I'm having an amazing, passionate affair with my good friend's dad. We're in love, but neither will leave our families. When we're together I'm in heaven. We look in each other's eyes when we make love. We kiss so passionately. We whisper I love you. It's the most amazing I've ever felt with anyone. I hate that we can't be together. I'm so lonely without him.
I wished it was back how it used to be bewteen u and me wen we said i love you but it all seemed to change the day of 8/18/08 the day you decided that we should try seeing other people because i was going out of town and you said you would need someone so i guess that means you never really loved me from the start. but now tis the day of 9/4/08 and i dont kno waht to say we have been having on and off relationships when all i want i 4 us to be like how we used to be when we looked in each others eyes and saw love 4 one another but now all i see when i look in your eyes is a attuide i feel like you hate me but i dont kno what i've done and i wish i could stop getting that vibe from you cause i love you still and always will but i dont even kno y i love you its just something about you that made me feel this way i fell in lve with you and i kant get out its like im trapped and kant find a way out but now i feel betrayed i kept telling my self not to get back wit u but my heart just wouldnt listen and i guess thats the consquences cuase as im tying this i am balling my eyes out because its just bringing back memories of HOW THINGS USED 2 B i will never have the courage to tell things things my self so instead im typing it for the world to see because it may be some other young lady or man who feels the same exact way and now you say you have a girlfriend and ive had a boyfreind but it didnt work out between us and its jus so amazing how you can get over someone you loved so much or are you just trying to use her to replace the love you still have 4 me but no matter what J.D.B i promise you and myself that I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.!!
It's funny. A couple of years ago I wrote a confession about one of my best guy friends. He ended up breaking up with that girlfriend a long time ago, but our flirtation didn't come back until around May. The thing was that it was the end of our senior year of high school. We were both going off to college so there was a part in each of us that didn't want anything to happen because of the inevitable distance. Yet, that did not end our flirtation. It continued throughout the summer, but we both kept a little distance. Despite how hard we tried, I started falling for him. He was the last person I said goodbye to before I went off to college. After an amazing night out, he brought me home. We stayed in front of my house for hours just talking, and he held me. Then the big confession came, and we kissed for the first time. After over 18 years on earth, that was my first real kiss. It was the perfect first kiss I always imagined, the one I waited so long for. It made it so hard to leave. I've been gone for just over a week and memories of us keep replaying in my head. I keep reliving that scene. I miss him so much. I've always loved him, but I actually feel that I could be in love with him. A part of me really wants to try to make something work. I just want to see him again. I don't know how I'll survive until Thanksgiving break to see him.
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