I lost my job six months ago for helping a friend. I was charged and am paying a fine. I recently can't stop stealing. I take shampoo, conditioner, soap, things that we need and cannot afford. I know it is a matter of time before I get caught, but I really can't spend 4 dollars for a bottle of shampoo. To look at me, it would surprise you that I could do this.
I don't even know where to begin...i just need to write this down as i can't speak to anyone.. i feel like all eyes are on me and once this is public then i will be found out.I have a gf..of a few years now..i love her but i'm not in love with her.we don't live together..
i started seeing another girl a couple of years ago..literally talking online , then texts , calls and finally a handful of meetings , nights together etc...we live far apart and both busy..i couldnt get out of my relationship due to severe illness of my gf...time went on..the other girl loved me..deeply i thought..then she feel pregnant..she had a miscarriage.Then all went a bit quiet..had trouble getting in touch with her. Just after xmas i found her on a site online..a photo from another man say she was his..i confronted her and she said she had mentioned him which she hadn't..she adored me but wanted to see how things went with him as well. He has his own place , pays for her travel to see him. I have never wanted to settle down..not my style..but since i meet her all i wanted was to be with her..she is my soulmate..i have tried to text her , call her she just ignores me...then i will get a random text like nothing is wrong and then silence again..
Everything i do , everything i see reminds me of her..every second she fills my head..i would change everything for her , move any mountain..i guess it's all too late..my fault again for trying to do the right thing by too many people. I can't carry on though..i need her..she is my whole reason and my only shot at happiness..these is sounding pathatic and deseperate..i guess i am , why else would i be writing this waffle at 4 in the morning...nothing will change anything..at the moment i am destroying everything in my life..family , friends . work. I can't help it..nothing matter but her..i know she wants him now not me.
ok, well first of i am 22 f i ahve lived in florida my whole life. well i have always wanted to move to california, i have been dating and living with this girl for 4 yrs now and we have had alot of good times, and some bad times. she is my first female love, but i think the flame is burned out, i work days, she works nights, we never see eachother any more.....so i feel its not there any more, wel i have been talking to this girl and she is in california which is where i want to go :) i dont know what to do about that situation, but i want to get out of florida soon, if i was asked to leave tomorrow i would do it hands down, grrrrrrr i just dont know what to do
I have been with my husband for 6 years and we have 2 kids together with a third on the way. He thinks that each time I got pregnant it was b/c the birth control failed. Well I got pregnant on purpose each time! Just b/c we were on the verge of breaking up.
I'm a 36 year old man who has never had sex in his life.
I've never found the right girl/woman and have lived my life as a celibate. Yes, I've pleasured myself like any other male would do, but to this date in my life I still have not found Ms., Miss, or Mrs. Right.
It's embarrassing and whenever the subject at work comes up I always lie my *** off about how many women I've slept with in my life.
Some times I think I should just go out and find some one to screw. You know, a "one night stand" so to speak. Then I begin to think about all the problems and risks in such an action and come to my senses.
I can see now that I'm going to wind up dying a lonely old man in the future. Never having felt the touch or sensation that coupling with a female can bring.
So I don't know what category this would go in but anywho...here goes..
When I was 14 I dated this guy. The thing is I really liked him and well considering it was a high school relationship it didn't last long. During the time we were going out I cheated on him with a girl from my french class...and the ironic part is he cheated on me with a guy from his German class.