I have a boat and we invite people to come and have cruising weekends with us,we have 2 best friends who have been several times Joan is 60 but has a terrific figure and i would love to screw her, anyway we guys had gone fishing while the girls walked a couple of miles to the shops, i found the sun too hot so i went back for a umberella on entering the back bedroom i saw Joans travel bag, and yes i had a look for her panties in a side pocket bingo a used pair of black ones. My **** was bursting to get out and i held them to my nose and yes the smell was there the feromones kicked in and i started to wank but i wanted to enjoy so i found some sun tan lotion and rubbed some on to my **** then started sniffing the crotch of the panties wow i was comming straight away and wow did i come fast thick spurts and after i felt like i had taken some sort of drug my body was shaking it was definatley the best orgasam i had had in years. quickly stuffing the panties back in the bag i went back fishing but i am guilty now and they have not called us since so i guess she may have found out that i had used her panties and i dont want to lose thier freindship
this past wknd i ran into a guy i used to date. we weren't exclusive, only dating for 3 mnths but we ended on bad terms, cuz i found out he had a gf, that was 3 yrs ago. i have moved on since then, and very much in love with my bf who i've been with for 19mnths. it was just weird, imean, i really liked the guy when we "broke up", it just wasn't a good look. every here and there i'd run into him,he'd try and say hi, but i'd just turn the other way. Well this past wknd i ran into him again, and AGAIN i turned the other way, well after the 3rd time of them "bumping" into us, him & his friends came over and asked if we wanted to kick it. see me and my friends were kinda bored jus lookn for some cool ppl to kik it with, and i Did used to hang with this guy, so i made an off the wall descison, and decided we'd all hang out. The guys ended up comin back to our hotel room, we were drinkin and smokin and what not. It was just weird, bcuz he was all asking if i hate him, how what he did was wrong, how are me and my bf, how he wishes he hadn't made some mistakes, how he wasn't ready for blahblahblah, etc. I wasn't really interested in his mumblings lol and i really didnt feel bad for him. But when we were dating i really liked him, and whats weird is that the way he was looking at me was just, idont know, it had this longing to it; that "what if" look.
i overheard him talkn to his friend about what is was like bein wit me, it just took me back. i mean we've both moved on now, he has a family and i wouldn't trade my man for anyone. it was just weird! i dont know why i care so much, maybe deep down I do think of what could have been, but that wasn't my destiny and im perfect with it! he's got drama anyway, but it was just funny cuz we were hangin like old times, except we weren't lovers or anything SORRY NO JUICY DETAILS lol. he kept lookin at me tryina talk to me "sit right here" talkn bout "i kno ur man didn't let u out" "im by myself, single now" (when i KNOW he isn't!). Ikno he was throwin these signals at me, and if we weren't with other ppl, I probably wouldve been interested. Imean, I realllly liked him when we were together, I told him stuff I havent evn told my bf. I thought he really liked me, but then I find out he has a gf the whole time! BUT I got the last laugh this wknd. He was checkin me out! boiii was i lookn good this wknd too! I kno that shyt was irkin him a lil bit. He all askin my sister "what she tell u about me? Im wrong huh? Im fucked up?" cmon now. Ive got to admit, it was hecka nice closing that loose end that we had. I know now that he really did like me, and what we had was somethin, but it just wasn't meant to be. LOL he evn tried to say my bf looks like him WTF!! My bf is a sexy caramel color, while his *** his chocolate. I mean, they both good colors, but he jus cant come close to the love it got now Lol.
Its just a small world, cuz never in a million years would I imagine myself hangin with an x who I didn't like at all! LOL he like "everytime we run into each other u always muggin me" I had to laugh, cuz why the hell should he care how im lookin at him. I really just wanted to give him a hug, and tell him no hard feelings, but out of respect for myself, my bf, and his wife I kept things to a minimal contact, evn while we were hanging out. I will admit, I did flirt a little, not that obvious ****, like sittin in his face, but lookn at him in the face, walkn by when I kno he lookn or sittin down across frm him, bein subtle. Him and his friends ended up driving back with us to drop my sisters off and kik it at my sisters house!! I was just shocked, cuz what the hell kinda fate was this lol. It was fun. I don’t know if I should feel bad or not. I had hecka fun kikn it with an x who I had strong feelings about, but seein him this wknd, gettn to talk to him a lil (cuz I really did keep my distance, I didn’t want NO misunderstandings about what the situation btwn me and him was) -- it really just put me into perspective of that situation, and hearin him kinda speak his peace, it was just nice to close that chapter for good.
the last time i told all, it caused so much drama...some that hasn't ended yet...i keep looking back on it and wondering "what if it never happened?" then when i thought it was over, i told myself "never again...i'm married..." but since it's been brought back up...i'm beginning to think that i wasn't over it to begin with...and now i think i'm falling in lust with someone who shouldn't be in my mind like this....i feel so stupid. i don't want to hurt anyone...and i don't plan on acting on these feelings....it's hard to just forget about it...so what am i supposed to do?
I am a 19 year old male named Jonathan and I want to say ...
When I was in Mexico two years ago with my school on a missions trip, I told my wo best friends that I was gay. Well, about two months later one of those two guy friends, Chris, confided in me that he was gay. I already knew that he was gay, but he didn't tell me until then. I have always like Chris but I've never told him. I think that he likes me back but he won't tell me that he does, and that sucks. He is so gorgeous and I just want to kiss him, but I guess I am not his type. Nobody else in the whole wide world knows that Chris is gay so I thought I would get it off of my chest. I really, really like him
I was a slut. I have been pure for 2 months or so. Telling people the truth about my past in my old dorm is what got me kicked out. I have just told my mom the truth tonight.
I am being forced to be here in a way. I did some stupid stuff and got in a lot of trouble, right now I am half way through my formal probation. I have tried and failed to commit suicide, god put me here for his own purpose. I am going through the toughest times.
I am in my own personal hell. I hate college but I have a record so I can't get a job yet, I have tried. I am stuck living here in a dorm with a roomate from Austrailia. My parents hate when I come home every weekend, and wish I would just stay at the school, they nag me to study and do better in my classes. I already am doing the best I can do without wanting to die every hour. I'm taking some pills for that and other stuff. I was born with something the doctors call it cerebral palsy, but its just their best guess after treating me like a guinea pig and running tests on me. I am depressed and can't die, but I would like to whenever I have fulfilled my purpose. The purpose is what'll kill me anyway from what I can tell, other than it being big and important, I have no clue what it even is. I have no money left and can't do anything about it. Truth is supposed to set you free, what the hell happened?
I work part-time for a suicide crisis line, but I want to quit. I don't want to keep people from committing suicide. Logically thinking, if people don't want to live they are a drag on society and society is big enough. The world is overpopulating, and if there is going to be a lot of people we might as well get rid of the whiners and unproductive ones while we can.
And I know you may think that I'm joking, but I'm not. I don't even feel bad about it, so I'm not going to apologize for it.
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