Overwhelmed with ambition
Anxiety takes me for a joy ride
Making provision for the unexpected
To arouse unannounce and exploit my
Deep secrets leaving speechless
Revealing the revelations of my own ties
Knotted in the pits of my stomach are emotions
Which were triggered and provoked by
The stroke of his touch
Delivered by his gentle hands, oh what a gentle man
To explain with explanation is complicated
Even though that moment was quite simple then
Its crazy how such a delicate gesture can bring on so much pressure
Til where the depths of my emotions can become infinate in meassure
Still yet my barriers won't allow me to go but so far
Because the fear of not knowing this mans heart
Set limits and boundaries with questions lurking in the dark
He loves me, he loves me not...? That is the question
So indefinate but that simple confession
Draws the line between acceptance or rejection
And if I could display my emotions on a canvas, it would be
A silouette of unsurity, a typical outline of what could be
You and Me, both pronouns so profound and pronounced
Silently with no sound but with the satisfaction of knowing I'm Yours and you're mines. A love devine, endangered and hard to find
And the the of sharing that love with you gives me peace of mind
A fading light as my blood pores out, I try to see through my doubt.
Once my words had been a lamp, Now they are nothing but a clamp.
I fight to see everything in me, But all I manage is a dead withering tree.
I wonder is this the end? Or is there something worth it around the bend.
I take this blade hand in hand, Thrust it deep and let fall the sand.
I sit and ponder, will this sleep be black and somber?
In this I beg and ask, Let me fall into the past.
Let my memories die in vain, Let me bask in this pain.
Please just stand by as I fade and die, Let not loose the tear from your eye.
I am not worth the air that I breathe, So I seize and give a final heave.
My heart stops it beat, And I loose all my heat.
Cover me over now, As I asked and told you how.
Please do not weep, Just put me in a place to sleep.
Forget about what I am, For I should never have been known as Sam.
As my body withers away, You should not have to pray.
Give me no grave mark, Just hide me neath some bark.
Even if you cry, My bones will still just lie.
If you howl and whine, My blood might curdle into a wine.
But I ask walk away, For I am no longer here to play.
I am a 24 year old female with the username phunk and I want to say ...
If i could be with you
I would hug you with all my love
passion adn desire
my heart burns for you an eternal fire.
not a day goes by without a thought of you
how i yearn for us to finally enjoy each other
to learn each other.
passion is crazy in my mind for you
maybe its something i cant have
something i must grab
its not easy to see you and not be with you
what should i do
hide from my feelings and let this go
wonder away and let this blow into the air and disappear into mist
i clentch my fist, for i fight myself every hour,
every minute.
wish i wasn't in this.
well tommorow will be another day... where my heart and mind will stray.
i dream of you and i
but all i know is deep down i'll just cry
cause my actions i show to you are a lie
I am a 18 year old female named Candace and I want to say ...
For a moment I felt like you were here again,
For a moment I felt like I had nothing to fear again,
But then I realized that your nowhere around here,
And from my eye I shed a silent tear.
We gave a toast to innocence,
Said we’d get so wasted we’d forget all about this,
We gave a toast to pain,
And our eyes went vacant as we recalled memories with snow and rain.
And for a moment we felt alive,
Like somehow we’d survive,
And for a moment we were back at school where this all started,
We relived the whole year and I cried as I remember the day you departed.
We said we’d never change and that we’d always be there,
We said we’d always love each other,
We promised each other we’d always care.
And for a split second I thought I felt your arms around me,
And for a second I felt secure,
And for a second I couldn’t see,
For my vision was clouded with sights of you and me.
We said we’d never lose each other,
You promised I’d never have to cry,
You promised me that if I ever jumped,
You’d join me in the sky.
And for a moment you were here again,
And for a moment I cried,
And for a moment you held me in your arms,
And told me that in you I could confide,
And I said…
What happened to our memories?
The feelings I felt now feel like lies,
How did we ever lose something like what we had?
I promise you I never once cried,
And I promise you that if I ever say I didn’t love you,
I’d tell you that I lied.
And in that moment you promised to always be,
The only one I’d ever need,
And that you’d always be there for me.
ever since that moment you walked into my life, from that very moment you looked into my eyes, you kissed me and you held me close. you told me everything was going to be fine....and all the confusion disappeared. since that moment...life has made so much more sense.
You bare me your soul, you show me your heart, you share with me your deepest fears and your wildest dreams, and you do it looking straight into my eyes... your love has brought me to a place i never dreamed i would be....
I've fallen in love with you, even though i promised myself i would never fall in love.
I never thought that i could love someone as much as i love you.
I never thought that someone could love me as much as you do.
All those years of searching for someone, all those times when i had to hold myself and cry bcuz my heart had been broken, and broken, and broken again.. i never thought you would find me.
You've opened me up, and im scared that you and the world will see my vulnerability because deep inside, there's a lost, sad little girl dying to be loved, & only trying to find her way in this life.
Im so deep in love with you now, that if you were to ever leave me, or should we ever break up, that would be it; there would be no reason for me to even try and replace you, bcuz your love is King, and i've crowned you with my heart. You loved me, you believed in me, you kissed away my tears, and held me tight enuff i forgot what it was like to be afraid of lonliness.... so if you and i were ever to go our seperate ways....i would Never love again.
Im so deep in love with you now, that if you asked me to, i would go with you anywhere, come hell or high water. Its come to a point where i want to be your everything, i've Got to be your everything, because anything less wouldn't be enough. I would do anything for you to love me this way-- but then again, i wouldnt bcuz this love has consumed me, and i dont know when or where i will catch my breath. im so lost without you baby... and i cant even let you know- cuz, then i would be vulnerable, and you would be able to hurt me-- which may be inevitable, since this love has consumed almost all of me anyway....
i pray that i will find peace within myself so that you just continue to love me, continue to be by my side, cuz im so deep in love with you now, there's no way i could Ever let you go.....
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