I wished it was back how it used to be bewteen u and me wen we said i love you but it all seemed to change the day of 8/18/08 the day you decided that we should try seeing other people because i was going out of town and you said you would need someone so i guess that means you never really loved me from the start. but now tis the day of 9/4/08 and i dont kno waht to say we have been having on and off relationships when all i want i 4 us to be like how we used to be when we looked in each others eyes and saw love 4 one another but now all i see when i look in your eyes is a attuide i feel like you hate me but i dont kno what i've done and i wish i could stop getting that vibe from you cause i love you still and always will but i dont even kno y i love you its just something about you that made me feel this way i fell in lve with you and i kant get out its like im trapped and kant find a way out but now i feel betrayed i kept telling my self not to get back wit u but my heart just wouldnt listen and i guess thats the consquences cuase as im tying this i am balling my eyes out because its just bringing back memories of HOW THINGS USED 2 B i will never have the courage to tell things things my self so instead im typing it for the world to see because it may be some other young lady or man who feels the same exact way and now you say you have a girlfriend and ive had a boyfreind but it didnt work out between us and its jus so amazing how you can get over someone you loved so much or are you just trying to use her to replace the love you still have 4 me but no matter what J.D.B i promise you and myself that I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.!!
i notice everytime i see my cousin i just wanna **** the **** out of her!the thing that attracts me the most about her is her damn TITTIES!her bra size is like triple ds or somethin.and on top of all that!shes a very pretty light-skinned puerto-rican chick.but still 70 percent of my attraction to her is due to her titties.her tits has been that huge since she was 12! im 18 and shes 15 now and to tell you the truth i think they got even more huge since then!everytime she comes over to my house to sleep over and falls asleep.i try to grab her breast or poke at them softly and when shes takes a shower at my house i always try to peek to see anything and always hoping when shes around my house that a tit pops out but nothin never happens.this always lead to me masturbating and now its gotten even worse now i always thinkin about her ***** how does it look?is it fat?is it hairy?how it must feel?i used to masturbate to the fantasy that i have of stripping her naked,grabbing and sucking on her tits,eating her out,and just pounding the shitt out of her *****.but that was when i was 15.like i said before im 18 now.i dont masturbate to her or that fantasy no more.ive matured a little bit,but still it doesnt fail when i see her sometimes that fantasy pops up in my head for a little while but then it goes away.i feel ashamed to be having thoughts like that of my cuzin.what are your thoughts in this?
I,m a 15 year old boy that got bullied by four 17 year old boys from my school. It happen after school on the way home and din't suspect anything about the group of students fallowing behind. I walked over a pedestrian pass over the high way and had to cross a park to get home. I thought I was going to get beat up when these guys pushed me into the brushes. The four girls that were with them were telling them to "do it" My books got scattered everywhere, when they forced me down on the grown to get my pants undone. I realiced they were going to pants me to amuze the girls that were with them. It was an embarrassing prank often played on younger boys, whipping their pants down when they least expected it. Usually it was just a quick flash of your undeware, while you pulled them up real quick. But being away from school ground, they were free to do more than just that. It was so humiliating when both my pants and boxers were taken off right in front of those girls. They threatend to leave me there half naked and forced to stand holding my shirt up, in front of these cheering girls. It was the most horrible helpless feeling to be exposed in such a public way. I din't get back my clothes till everyone's fun was satisfied and then threw them on the gound before running off. The worst part was going back to school the next day, knowing that everyone would find out about it. I din't even dare tell my parents or any of my teachers.
I have been a straight guy all my life with one exception. When I was 12, I started high school. I met a boy who became my best friend. We were both lacking in confidence and too shy to ask girls out. We often talked about sex and the girls we fancied. One evening we found some porn mags dumped and we spent many happy hours looking at them together and getting very horny. Eventually this led to us masturbating in front of each other. The magazines were quickly forgotten as we watched each other. After a few weeks of this, we began mutual masturbation. By this time we were very comfortable together. One time we were standing, "doing the deed" when we started to kiss. Our relationship quickly developed and we fell into lust/love with each other. We kept everything secret, we sent each other love letters, held hands and explored sex together. We tried oral once -not to our taste though. Thing is, at that age, things change so quickly suddenly, I got dumped and we moved on. I was quite depressed for a few months. We still saw each other at school but we never really spoke much. I guess that he was scared about becoming gay. As for me, I am happy to admit that my first love was another boy.
I'm a guy and mostly attracted to women but when I was in college a few years ago, I had this really hot friend. One time he got so drunk in my dorm room, he passed out. I was drunk too. As a joke, I pulled down his pants and left him on the couch thinking it would be funny to take an embarrassing picture of him as a joke. I didn't plan it, but after a few minutes, he looked so hot I started playing with his d***. I ended up sucking him and jerking off. Then I pulled his pants back up and he never knew.
When I sobered up I was ashamed and shocked at what happened.
Unfortunately, the next weekend, almost the exact same thing happened. Then, I got him drunk on purpose several more times and did it over and over again. Several times, he actually got hard while i sucked him. I loved it. We both graduated and moved away. I must be crazy but I still think about those times. Has anyone else done anything like this?
I dated my unmarried Professor and found out that I was pregnant two months into the relationship. I was really hoping at the time that he would provide me with some form of support and reassurance that we could both pull through this together. Instead he would say that "no one could force him to be a father if he did not want to be one"; "that he would seek a lectureship position in Australasia should I continue with the pregnancy" and finally he threatened to end his own life.
On the way to the clinic I was hysterical but he did not really care. Whilst at the clinic I sat crying whilst he marked exam scripts....
I had a breakdown afterwards which he felt was an overreaction to the trauma of what had happened. I have now had to withdraw from my course and my life is effectively ruined. I wish that I had found the strength to have the baby.
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