19 yrs old, male. i've been having a reoccurring dream/fantasy. i crossdress as a slutty stripper - black leather f*** me thigh-high boots, short skirt, tight shirt, platinum-blonde wig - and then work the pole to a crowd of cheering guys as i shake my tight *** at them and make them horny.
I cried my eye sockets out for 1 hour in office today to scare my colleagues and i feel so embarassed and yet so relieved to let go of all the pressure building and accumulating inside of me..i haven't cried openly in years especially not at home since my dad gets real proud everytime he makes people cry by merely his voice. May be i just a little too emotional or lacking in attention. i feel so bad now because i have the best manager and yet i make a scene in the office.
What's done has been done.
I,m the youngest of three brothers and the one to play jokes on. I,m 15 and my brothers 17 and 18. It was on a saturday at our home pool with my two brothers girlfriends and another one of my brothers friend with his date. It all began with a comment of teaching me how to skinny dip, just to make me blush. But comment became very popular among them and fund myself running with all of them chacing after me. I panicked when they caught me and began pulling at my swim suite and got yanked off in a matter of seconds. It was the most blood rushing embarrassement when I got carried outside, buck naked in front of those cheering girls and thrown in the pool. They weren't about to spoil the show by giving back my swim suite, so I had to get out of the pool and walk in front of them all to get back into the house. I have never felt so much shame in my intire life.
I was at work (call center) and it was my break, so i went to my friends desk to say hi. I and I was holding a can of pop in my hand. Well I went to sit down, and I guess I missed the chair... Before I knew it I was on the ground with a loud "bam". All anyone saw of me was my pop can that I held high. Almost 25-45 people were on the floor that witnessed this... That was so embarrassing:(
If been going out with this guy for six months and felt confortable with him. I,m a 21 year old girl and he is 29. The age gap makes me feel like he has more experience than I, and basically sumit to everything he wants. I needed more time to dicide having sex with him but scared I would loose him, I had sex before I felt confortable doing it. I soon got over it and thought it was no big deal. He wanted to take nude pictures of me and conviced me by telling me it was something many couples did. I felt embarrassed about it, but went head and did it anyway, just to please him. He set up his camara in the livingroom, while I went to put on some make up and take my clothes off. It felt weird comming out totaly naked and embarrassed of being photographed in some pretty revealing positions. I thought I could trust him, but I was stoned when three of his friends came into the livingroom. They had been watching everything threw the blinds of the laundry room and were right in front of me, enjoying a closer look. He had planned to embarrass me in front of his friends all along and obviously took it as a turn on. I just curl up into a ball and froze not knowing what to do. My clothes were in the bathroom and his friends were blocking the way to get up and get them, so I just stayed there covering up as best I could. No efort was being made to bring my clothes and just stood there making sexual comments. I took it I had to put on some sort of show for them, in order to get my clothes back and just waited for me to dicide to go along with it. I just couldn't stay there curled up in a ball, if I wanted to get out of this situation. I just had to humiliate myself further and let them have their thrills, so I got up and exposed myself to there gropping hands and checked out like a slut on sale. I fanialy got to put on my clothes and left in a rush with only getting my private parts foundled. The least I can say, is that I don't plan to have a BF anytime soon.
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