Today, Sunday, June 3rd 2007, my girlfriend broke up with me via text message. It went something like this:
Me: Hi
Her: Coop...I think we should break up..
Me: ouch...
Her: I'm sorry but it's the truth...
Me: ok
But I'm not sad about it, I'm actually kinda happy. She tough me the greatest lesson. Love is the best thing ever, even if you get hurt it's worth the time you shared caring for someone else. I'm not one who sulks after losing anything. I learn from it and improve.
Not saying that everyone can do that, I know it would be hard for most people but I dunno what my problem is, maybe I'm incapable of sorrow or maybe I deal with my sorrow in other ways.
I take pride in being able to handle things. And eventhough I'm not outgoing and I'm more of a -settle down with one girl and spend the rest of my life with her kinda guy- I've realized that all the good things in life come with the price of happiness, And once you find that special someone who loves you with unconditional love and you feel the same way about them. All that heartbreak and sorrow of your previous relationships will be belittled in comparison to the happiness you will have.
So here's the story.
I was going out to meet some friends that i met online and i decided to bring my friend Gabe along. He's not very good looking at all so i figured it be ok if i brought him along to be my wingman or whatever. After we walked 3 miles to meet these girls we got something to drink. I payed for everything since I'm a strong believer in chivalry.
We started talking in the store. Gabe asked if they thought I was attractive; one of them said no, but I didn't even know her anyway. The girl that I do know just shook her head a little as if ashamed to say no..That really got to me for some reason. Eventhough I'm not attracted to either one of the girls, the fact that they both said i wasn't attractive made me question myself.
We then walked a park where we spent about 30 minutes till we walked out to the boardwalk. There we sat for a while and talked for a long time. My friend Gabe was really hyper cuz he didn't take his medicine so he was saying some pretty far out stuff around the girls. (Gabe and I are 15 and the girls are 13) They're just as mature as any 15-year-olds I know so it wasn't a big deal if we swore. But he was talking about rape and buttsex and things that aren't appropriate around any girls. I was trying to keep him within some sort of boundaries but he was way out of it.
After we left the boardwalk we went to one of the girls apartment complexes and went swimming. There Gabe was constantly groping the girls and they didn't even seem to mind! It's hard to find girls that have dignity and guys that will show some remorse these days. I kind of felt like I didn't really belong there because I wasn't as wild and crazy as my friend Gabe was. Girls seem to like guys who are explosive and over the top and that's not me at all. I'm past that faze in my life where I was wild and crazy; though I never have liked parties, I still will go out and hang with my friends in a group. I've dated lots of girls, and when I say lots I mean a lot, so now i just want to settle down with one girl for the rest of my life, even though I'm 15 i feel like I'm 30.
After we left I told Gabe about wanting to settle down with a girl in a seriously relationship. He said that I think that I know what I want but because I'm only 15 so I have no idea of what I "actually" want. I've had a lot of things happen to me in my life which I don't care to talk about. So he can't possably relate to what I feel.
To tell you the truth when Gabe asked Mattie if she thought i was attractive and she said no...that really hurt my feelings Then Gabe talked to me about me not being old enough to settle down, I thought that was total bullshit and He was out of line thinking he's been through what I've been through. Maybe I'm just tired but right now I'm depressed and I can't stop thinking about ****...
I am a 18 year old female named nichole and I want to say ...
Okay, theres this guy i dated and he totally ignored me after i broke up with him. So anyways he told my ex i was cheating on him so my ex broke up with me.Now he likes me and i think he's tryin to get back with me.
I have a friend that told me that she had sex with her 30yr. old son.She told me she really enjoyed this,now they do it every chance they get.She suggest I do the same. I am courious,but isn't it illegal to have sex with a family member?
Here's my story:
There's this guy that goes to my school that I really like. I used to catch him checking me out and I used to check him out too. One day he was in the class across my class and I decided I didn't feel like going to Math anyway and a little break wouldn't kill. So I went in there and at first it seemed like he didn't like me, but then he and I started talking and he told me he liked me. I found him on myspace and I sent him a message saying hi and he sent me a message and he gave me his number and we started talking on the phone. Well he and I would hang out after school and one day he kissed me... like really kissed me and he told me to call him when I got home, but I fell asleep and I didn't call him. The next day he was mad at me cause I didn't call I tried to explain but he wouldn't listen. He and I stopped talking and I still really like him. sometime I see him looking at me and I look at him, but I don't know how to tell him I still have feeling for him because he might no like me back and I don't wanna embarass myself, what do I do?...Should I call him. talk to him.HELP!
I believe there is that one person out there for everyone. I didnt used to believe that untill I realized something, that one person who you can see yourself growing old with spending the rest of your life with, and the one that knows you the best is your soul mate.
When i was in 9th grade in high school i met Michael. I thought he was the most gorgeous creature on this earth. I didnt tell him i liked him because i hung out with him all the time and i didnt want to ruin the friendship. well mike and i were close friends for about a year and a half and then he got kicked out of school so we stopped talking. well the summer before 11th grade we were reunited at a carnival. My friend Ange wanted to talk to his friend so i talked to mike about it and we got them together. Well Ange took it upon herself to tell Mike that i wanted to kiss him and when we were at the top of the ferris wheel he made his move. I was so supprised he accually kissed me. We were inseperable for like three days. In those three days he admitted that he had liked me since he met me. I had just recently gotten out of a relationship with my X Anthony. Well Ant found out that i was in a relationship and he wanted me back and i still loved him so he told me that he loved me and i ended up dumping Mike for Ant because i loved Anthony so much. Big mistake there. Anthony broke my heart time and time again. Well in between the breakups with Ant i would go back to Mike once in a blue moon. Then we kinda fell out. Anthony and I finally ended the relationship for the last time and I still wasnt talking to Mike. Yeah, I still cared about him but i figured he had prob forgot about me by then. Then out of the blue his mother called me in October and told me that he had gotten locked up and he really needed someone to talk to. I gave his mother my address and she gave it to him. I recieved my first letter a week later. I kept writing him and i started missing him even though i hav'nt seen him in forever, it was really weird. well i started going up to see him and he started calling me and we started talking more and more. i felt all my old feelings for him come back. it was so weird. I went to his first court hearing and when i saw the look on his face when he saw that i was there for him thats when i realized that i loved him... though i didnt tell him at the time. A couple days later i was on the phone with him and i just had to tell him, but when i tried no words would come out. it took me almost two hours to say it, but when it finally came out his reply was, "i have been waiting so long to hear you say that. Danielle, i've loved you since the first time i met you. When i saw that u were serrious about me and accually showed me you would be there no matter what at court thats when i fell in love with you". I thought i was going to cry. It was the happiest moment of my life. well im still waiting on him to get out. it shouldnt be to much longer, when he gets out we are getting an apartment together and hoping to get married soon.
Well, the moral of this is to not give up hope. I thought that Anthony was the only one out there for me, but Mike proved me wrong. When you think that no one will ever fall in love with you keep your head up and stop looking for it because it will find you, even when you last expect it.
I am 21 and single. I don't think I will ever get married.When I was in high schoolI made a mistake and gave a boy a blowjob I realy liked him and wanted him to like me. He told his friends and every boy that I went out with wanted the same.I don't even know how many cocks I have sucked.Now I feel like every man I go out with wants it so I do it.They tell me how good I am,but they don't call me again.I have suck every shape and size and drank every bit of their cum. Don't let this happen to you just say NO!
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