My first kiss was... Amazing. I was 13 at the momet it first happened. My current boyfriend at the time was Jordan. He just perfect. I really thought it was love... but I was 13 apperantly I didn't know what "love" was. Before the big event, we were writing notes in class and he gave me a not. It said, "Would you kiss someone at school?" I replied of course. Then I asked back if he would. Of course he said yea. After all this I waited for 2 weeks! Which seems like forever since I was expecting something out of him! Finally, I wrote him a not asking why he asked me that. He said, "I asked that because I wanted to kiss you." Then I replied then why didn't you? He told me it was because he didn't think that I was serious, I told him I was and he said that he would meet me in the hall after everyone left and we could kiss there. I was so nervous! We were in the hall hiding from all the teachers. Then he looked me in the eyes and he kissed me for what seemed like an eternity. After the big kiss he hugged me like never before. When people told me that the first kiss is magical, I didn't believe it. Now I do. About 3 months later, he broke my heart for another girl. Kayla. To this day... I will never forget that kiss, and I will always deep in my heart love him. Even though he doesn't love me.
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I never meant to fall for him. It started out as mutual attraction. We were both single. There was nothing wrong with that. Over time, we became incredibly close friends. I didn’t expect him to get together back with his ex-girlfriend. I didn’t expect for any real romance to start between us. It all just sort of happened.
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Each time you put your arms around me
I am intoxicated by your touch
And begin to want something more
Yet I have to tell myself this is enough
Just cherish each embrace
For one day, it might be the last
We will stop making this mistake
So wrong, yet so enticing
Belonging to each other in the brevity of these moments
Where I can call you mine; you call me yours
All inhibitions released
And the world dissipates into a realm of our own
They no longer exist; it’s only us
But reality is always restored
With the knowledge we cannot be
For she loves you too much
Just as he loves me
I never imagined I would be that girl
I always frowned on such a thing
But there is a large part of me that really does love you
And even though I know I could
And I know I should
I have no desire to leave
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im only 19 and i REALLY do want life to end. but ive always despised the selfishness of suicide because of the grief it causes others. i dont think i will kill myself because ive felt this way for a while
ive had unexplained severe depression problems since i was in primary school.
i was in insanely in love with a girl for 3 years (and cried regularly for) before we had a very intense 9 month relationship. that ended 3 years ago and ive had no one since.
i dont love her anymore as weve hardly spoken since then, but i STILL think about her EVERY SINGLE day as it was the only love ive had.
i frequently cry alone in my room for hours. when i have the house to myself and my parents are out i smash things up and scream.
i never told anybody about it and this is the first time ive let it out of my head.
I am a 17 year old female with the username menina and I want to say ...
"Holding On By A String"
Chills creeping thorough my vains into the hand that feeds
This melodic calamity
Ii this paridise not ment for me?
Always so close, but never close enough to grasp it
Never close enough to take hold and run with it
The closer I get the stronger the current takes a hold of me
Pulling me down, tugging at my feet
WHispers flowing through the current
Suggesting this ecstasy is not ment to be
Only this un-tuned melody
Fingers sliping
The strings are breaking
With the wind blowing my way I can't let this current take a hold of me
A rift stands between me and the sound of paridises perfectly tuned polyphony
I mute the whispers flowing through my head
Reaching out taking hold of the neck
I begin to compose my symphony
I am a 17 year old male named TYLER MCABEE and I want to say ...
A GUY AND A GIRL
HEARTS AS LONELY AS A SIX FOOT HOLE
SOULS AS BLACK AS DARKNESS AND COAL
IS IT MEANT TO BE,
NO!!!!
BUT THE LOVE STILL LINGERS
IN THE YOUNG BOYS HEART,
JUST WAITING TO BE CAPTURED AGAIN.
THOUGHT HE HAD IT ONCE,
NO!!!!
THOUGHT HE HAD IT THE SECOND TIME
NO!!!!
SO HE LET IT ALL GO
ALL THE WILL HE HAD LEFT BINDING
HIM TO THE PAST,
BUT NOW HE WONDERS HOW LONG THIS CAN LAST!!!
WILL HE EVER JUST BE
RIGHT WHERE HE WANTS TO BE
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