I met this boy who was slightly younger than me but we connected with our personalities. We started dating and spending more time together. My friends all told me that we looked so cute together and I though I was in heaven. Later on down the line he tells me he doesnt trust me and I broke up with him because what is a relationship without trust. He meets the new girl an month later and they started dating. The girl went to school with us so I told her I would beat her *** up if they dont break up.
Little to say they didnt break up and me and him started back being good friends. With the friendship came the best sex ever. Her would leave out his bed with his girlfriend and come over to my house to have sex with me. I know that I was wrong for sleeping with him while they was together but hell I was gettin what I wanted. We had sex in April and decided to not have sex anymore after this last time. In May my period didnt show up and I wasnt trippin I thought it was just gonna be a little late. Seven days after my high school graduation I found out I wasnt gonna have anymore periods for at least nine months. I informed him and he wanted me to have an abortion and I was down for it. Like three days later he changed his mind and I was fine with that. About two months into my pregnancy he start saying the baby aint his and I am an whore and it could be anybodys. Now that I am three months into this me an him are doing alright. We were on speaking terms and everything was all good. Now he getting back with his ex he wanna act funny. He wont go to the doctor appointments with me, he wont call and see how I am doing, or he said he wasnt gonna be at the hospital when I give birth.
Now I feel totally lost and dont kow what to do. My granny turned her back on me and so did my favorite coach. I have nobody but my older sister and she already have four kids of her own. I lost my track scholarship and all hope to going to college. Only if we would he never started back having sex after we broke up.
I started having these horney thoughts abt my bestfrends boyfrend. a few weeks ago i went to a party he went to and his gf left early. I started talking to him and slowly told him that i liked him. I licked his face and hooked up with him. I then led him into the room and lay him on the bed. I slowly pulled down his pants and gave him hed. I took all of his clothes off and took myn too. I started to move up and down on his chest and i kept on kissing him. I gave him hed and he licked my *****. He then lifted up my legs and and fuked me hard. we ended the night by me giving him hed and his girlfrend walked in on us. After she chucked a tantrum and walked out we fuked again. This time he pinned me onto the bed and fuked me hard. He licked me all over and he then fingered me and fuked me up the arse. When i finished with him i felt so weird. When i went to skool then nxt day people werent the same anymore. hE TOLD them that i raped him and took advantage of him. I am now know as a skool slut which im actually kind of proud of. and he always comes over to my place to get some action
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When I was young, I had an older cousin who, on a Thanksgiving when we had all the family together, had me alone in my parent's basement. We are both male. He pulled his pants down to around his knees and made me masturbate him. He showed me several different ways and had me tickling the underside of his balls. When he got close to shooting his load, he grabbed me by the back of my head and started mouth ******* me. I was choking and trying to pull back, but he kept thrusting his hips, shoving his big shaft to the back of my mouth. When he shot his load, I think it came out my nose and was running down my chin. He made me lick every last drop from his rod. He told me that this had to be our secret and I never told anyone. When I became a teenager, I started making my little brother jack me off and suck me off. I would sit on the toilet stool and have him kneel in front of me. I did the same thing that my cousin did to me, grabbing him by the back of the head and mouth ******* him, coming as far into his mouth as I could. We get along good these days, never talking about what went on when we were younger. I wonder to myself if he even remembers what happened.
It all started about 8 years ago when i went to a adult bookstore in SF barely 18, picking out some porn videos & toys/lube..i was super horny and couldnt walk around with a boner all day in SF, so i stepped inside their video arcades to jack off. I drop my jeans and pull out my 8" throbbin **** tryin to release pressure when i see movement to my left, someones watchin me! so i cover up for a min or two but then get excited that someones watching me through a hole in the wall, then the person is fingering at me to come here, so i stand up and slide my **** through the hole in the wall.. MY KNEES START SHAKING/BUCKLING as i recieve the BEST blowjob in my life! I have a large **** so women cant/wont suckj it past the mushroom tip, i was shocked this guy swallowed my **** to the base!! I cam buckets and he swallowed every drop....
Ever since that day, i have been discreetly hookin up with guys on the side for sex that no women could EVER give me.
MY POINT IS: WOMEN SUCK AT SEX. No wonder why men cheat on women.. THEY dont know or even try to give head, they cum once and want to cuddle and go to sleep, they want the same position every time (boring),
So I just found out I have a Sexually Transmitted Infection, but luckily it's treatable. It's hard to say which of the 7 women I've had sex with, since I was last tested a year ago, it came from. Most of them have been tested in recent months, but have slept with other people since. I have my suspicions as to who it came from, and where she got it from, and where he got it from, but there's no way to know, because none of them have been tested. And since it's possible to transmit through oral sex, (low possibilty) there are many other people in the chain it could have affected or come from. People, be safe, check yourselves so this doesn't happen to you, and you don't do it to other people. Now I have to call back all the women and verify their statuses. It's gonna be hard, but it has to be done to protect others. Most STIs can go unnotcied for years as they could have no symptons, so don't say you don't have anything, because it is impossible to know for sure. They all told me they didn't have anything. Someone did. Maybe you do too.
So back in December I made this big mistake. I met this guy and he told me he didn't have a girlfriend, I belived him I wanted to. I ended up having sex with him. The nexts day he writes me and says his moving to Georga to "take care of his dad who got in a car accident." I didn't really belive him and I told him that. Then he tells me that "if I'm going to be that way and treat him bad because he has to go take care of his dad. He didn't want to talk to me again." So I wrote him back and said sorry and all that stuff. Then a few weeks later I get a instant message from him saying he wanted to see me. I again made a mistake and had sex with him. I was so stupid to belive anything he said. I was one day browsing his site of his and looked at this one girls site that was on his friends list. it had said I am moving to Georga with my boyfriend, I heart with the person name. I was so mad that he lied he really did have a girlfriend. Well I should say its his wife now. I haven't talked to him sence and I have never said anything to his wife. I still feel like I am a horrible person for what happened. Eventhough I didn't know he was involed I still feel bad about it. Its not so much about feeling bad for myself, but that I feel bad for this girl. He cheated on this girl he's spose to love.
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