My days did seem brighter since you've began to walk along with me..but now those days will no longer be and merely turn into another sad memory.. i write these gathered words in an effort to confess, how i feel..no tears are yet shed but my broken heart may bring gloomy clouds
and rain drops might fall somewhere down this lonely road i fear..
as the sunrises and sunsets brings beauty in the sky..you had once brought the same essence and painted bright colors on my desolete frowns..
I thought i saw it in your eyes when you looked at me..as i felt the passion that once burned intensly inside of me
desperate desires that i had kept secret...the sexual attraction got me close.. but i guess we'll never discover the hidden secrets nor adventure the places that i yearned for i was so afraid to show you how much i desired you next to me.. and today it was proven to always trust my gut feekn'
Can you choose who you fall for.. and can you choose when to fall and how? ...guess if we had that choice..i wouldn't be here writing another sad poem of love...wish i knew when to hold back and when to just let it all go....wish i saw you first -so it wouldn't be i havin' to let u go
wishing i knew the reasons why men tell many lies..I now only know the heartach that persist..and persist to be a part of my life..not even searhin' for a man nor want to fall in love .. .yet when i take chance at learnin and tryin' someting new ...i end up singin another sad love song..
I looked at her picture and his comments on her wall until I literally felt sick. I broke it off, I didn't expect him to be hung up on me. It just sucks that I'm not the one anymore. That she is. And he really genuinely likes her. I suck at life.
it's the wierdest thing i never attract people my own age. it is always some one who is at least 5 years older then me. when i'm 18 that won't be a problem but now it sucks.
plus once his girls that i liked liked me to and the day before i was gonna ask her out (With extreme difficulty) some other guy asked her out. a year later they broke up but the thing is she wont communicate with me it SUCKS.
but on the bright side i at least don't know what i'm missing.mainly because i've never had a girl friend before. but thats not a secret. it sucks even worse though because im 15 and i have been permanetly put in a home schooling program and the only girls that live in my neighborhood are over 80.
i'm done now.
why are you still reading i said i'm done.
DAMNIT I SAID I'M DONE!!!
just joking.
NOW i'm done
I started work at this restraunt, and there are 2 different guys that like me. The first one "ron" is sweet and adorble and he has like me from the begining. The second one is "yan" he is more outspoken, so when i broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years Yan asked me out 3 days later. Which normally would not be a problem but Ron and Yan are best friends. All three of us always hang out together and everyone know Ron likes me but Yan didnt care obviously. I told Yan i would think about it and 3 days later he called me to ask me if i had made up my mind, i told him it would not be a good idea because i am not looking for a boyfriend and i dont think we should do that to Ron. I told him i still want us to be able to chill, because we have lots of fun. Yan said no and hung up!!!! What the ****?? I still have to work with him, i dont know what to say to him
OK so im a guy that meet another guy on line and at first it was all cool we would chat all the time and then we started talking on the phone i haven't really ever been in a relationship whit any guys i have like had one night stands and that would b it or like random booty calls but when i meet this guy like a year after we had been talking we would just hang out and talk and then after some time we started like fooling around and stuff i didn't think it would b anything until he told me he really liked me and now things started to get weird since he started having feeling 4 me and i was just confused but then i started having feeling 4 him and now thing are definitely weird and now he wont talk to me as much as he used to and now i think that he just played me so now im even more confused cuz i don't know if he actually had feeling 4 me or he just played me and he wont even call me or answer my calls so I don't know what to do or think I i feel stupid 4 being so sprung on his lame ***!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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