I really despise Erik. He lies all the time. About anything & everything. You just can't believe what comes out of his mouth cause he could be lying.
Good old Prolificman is only good at lying. It's time he tosses those stupid lizard skin boots- he's never going to be a rock star. I doubt Taylor made ever existed except in his damaged little brain. ET has no real musical talent.
As for being thumper7ndahalf- only in his dreams. What a LIAR he is!
I HATE driving in Sunnyvale now- knowing he's there makes me sick.
Quite frankly, I want to break up with my boyfriend. Why? I want to be single. No other reason, other than I like the idea of being single. I am 19 and have been in a relationship for 8 months, which, in my opinion is 5 months too long. so what is my problem? i told my friends this, and they act as if i am scum. ok, a bit of an exagguration, but I have no desire, none what so ever, to "settle down" and be monogamous. A bit of me perhaps envies others for having this desire, but I feel more than two, three months with one guy is too much. I want children, perhaps, but not marriage. I just hate how this makes me a "bad" person. In reality, I want to get married, just to be someones wife, for a while, but I would get divorced within a year. Maybe this will change, but for now, I ask, is it so wrong to desire casual sex and short term relationships. Ideally, I want a boyfriend for a month, and a life of singledom for a few months, and I see nothing wrong with that... love, d
Ok. So David and I have been friends for like a year now, and we've decided to be more than just friends for a couple of months now. We hang out, kiss, cuddle and have sex. He's everything I look for in a guy, well, almost everything. He told me that he loves me, but I'm not too sure I believe that. I mean, I care about him, but I'm certain I'm not "inlove" with him and I don't think he loves me either. I don't he knows what love REALLY is. He told me his been inlove 6 times and he's only 20. Besides, I've lost interest in "love", I don't even know what that is anymore. idk...I mean...he could be "inlove" with me, but I can't helf but feel like his "love" should be more. idk if that makes sense. Anyway, last night I found out David lied to me, it was something really stupid, but still. It was something not worth lying about. I told him I didn't think he and I should talk or text anymore. I miss him, but I hate liars. I mean, I REALLLY hate liars. AND HE LIED TO ME. It's not what he lied about, it's the fact that he lied. I can't be with someone like that, I just can't. I mean, what else hashe lied about. Him loving me, him missing me?? everything his ever told me just seems like a lie now!! :(. Man, I really do miss him though. But what's done is done!
My now ex-boyfriend has treated me like **** for the last time!! He is a selfish, lying, cheating using jerk and he does not deserve me!! For two years I gave up a lot of stuff for him and I have never got anything in return. Oh wait!!! One dinner out and sometimes help with groceries. He just runs from girl to girl and uses them until they catch on or get sick of his cheating ways. He thinks he can be forgiven? Got news for you buddy! Your not near as hot as the first time I met you. You have let drugs destroy those beautiful muscles and your hair is breaking off from the lack of nutrients from living your hobo existence. Last time I saw you, you looked like a homeless guy just off the streets and you practically are!! Hygiene used to be something you really took care of, now you look as if your last shower was a few days ago and I know you are not brushing your teeth regularly. I don't want you anymore and yes!!! There are guys out there that I can and will replace you with!! It won't be a replacement, it will ba an upgrade!! I feel sorry for you and then I turn around and tell myself it didn't have to be this way, but you chose the hood hags and the drugs over EVERYTHING ELSE!! I have lost respect for you. YOU go be miserable by yourself!! You are not dragging me with you anymore!!! I have fond memories but somehow I know they will fade and that little ounce of love will be gone for good!! Thank you!! I needed to do that!!
Why is it that almost all guys not all of them want to have sex all the time, I mean geez is it really worth it ? " WOW A WHOLE 2 AND A HALF MINUTES THAT WAS GREAT " and then the lady is like " That was okay ( Dissatified) AND ALMOST ALL GUYS ARE JERKS SOMETIME THEY DATE A GIRL 2 WEEKS LATER THEY ARE ALREADY HAVING SEX THEN HE LEAVES HER it is like why did you do that? Only to satisfy yourself and leave the girl after you got what you wanted from her. I think that too many people are like this and that is not right. I mean I know that we have freedom to choose who we have sex with under the circumstances that they are 18 or older and are also wanting to have sex with you . But I MEAN, WHY BOTHER IF GUYS GOT THERE DICK CUT OFF THEN WHAT ARE THEY GOING TO DO ? IT SEEMS THAT ALMOST EVERY PERSON I MET ONLY CARES ABOUT 1 THING AND THAT IS HAVING SEX WITH SOME GIRL. I MEAN IT COULD BE PRETTY BAD THEY JUST KNOW HER NAME AND THEN THAT IS IT , NOT EVEN HER BIRTHDAY, HER HOPES, DREAMS , PLANS FOR HER FUTURE AND THEN THE GUYS JUST START WANTING TO HAVE SEX IT IS LIKE THEY ARE ALL ANIMALS AND FROM MOST OF THESE STORIES I HAVE READ I AM DISGUSTED AND IF I MET ALL OF THE PEOPLE IN THESE STORIES WHO DO THESE TERRRIBLE THINGS I WOULD SEE THAT THEY GO TO PRISON FOR LIFE . some of the things are so terrible i'm surprised that the police have not caught these people because they need life sentences in jail , because CAPITAL PUNISHMENT IS THE EASY WAY OUT.
I don't know what I am doing wrong but I am just a shy guy that is always nervous to talk to girls and my tell me all the time to go talk to that girl that just looked at you and I am like I can't I am to nervous. So should I just quit now our grow some balls.
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