I'VE BEEN MARRIED TO MY WIFE FOR TWO YEARS AND WE HAVE TWO WONDERFUL KIDS TOGETHER. WE'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH HELL TOGETHER WE COULD START OUR OWN THEME PARK RIDE THROUGH THE UNDERWORLD. ANYWAYS I'VE DONE MY FAIR SHARE OF BAD DEEDS IN THE PAST AND SHE HAS FORGIVEN ME TIME AND TIME AGAIN, NOT SURE WHY BUT NO ONE ELSE HAS SHOWN ME MERCY OR PITTY FOR MY BAD DEEDS THAT IS MAINLY WHY I THINK WE ARE TOGETHER, IS BECAUSE SHE IS THE ONLY ONE I KNOW WHO CAN WISH ME DEAD ONE DAY AND LOVE ME THE NEXT, THERES NOT TOO MANY WOMEN WHO WOULD PUT UP WITH MY STUPID WAYS. I HAVE TO ADMIT I CHANGED FOR THE BETTER, I TRY TO STAY ON A RIGHTEOUS PATH BUT TEMPTATION IS MY WORST ENEMY ALWAYS HAS. LATELY I'VE BEEN FALLING BACK INTO MY OLD WAYS AND I STARTED LOOKING FOR SEX ONLINE, AN OCCASSIONAL ONE NIGHT STAND JUST TO GET THE URGE OF CHEATING AGAIN OUT OF MY SYSTEM. I USUALLY MAKE A PROFILE TO SEE IF WOMEN WOULD FLIRT WITH ME OR WRITE BACK TO ME WANTING TO HOOK UP, EVENTUALLY I GET AN OVERWHELMING FEELING OF GUILT AND DELETE THE PROFILE BEFORE IT GOES ANY FURTHER. MY URGES HAVE BEEN GETTING WORSE AND MY THOUGHTS OF CHEATING ARE TAKING OVER, I DON'T THINK MY WILL POWER IS GOING TO HOLD UP, MY WIFE AND BARELY HAVE SEX BECAUSE SHE'S ALWAYS WORKING I NEED A RELEASE. I LOVE MY WIFE AND I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO MY OLD WAYS GOD BE WITH ME.
Wen I was Younger I had was Ran A Train On By About 5 Guys. I Remember Thinking About How This One Cute Guy Didnt Want To Have Sex With Me and How Hurt I Was, But Why Would He Have That Was Disgusting. They Videotaped It And Rumors Spread Fast Around My Town. I Just Denied IT. A Short Time LAter I did It Again But Only With 2 Guys. I Thought They Actually Liked Me Back Then, And I Cannot Believe I Even Though That For a Second. I Have Had Sex With Over 40 Guys And I Am So Ashamed Now That Im Older.
i am 29 years old man.and have been raping my little sister, who is 27 years old now,for 24 years.althought it has recently stop while she awoke ,because she threated to call the police on me.i am still raping her softly and quetly when she is sleeping.and she dont even know it.i need help.i wanted to stop.PEASE SOMEBODY HELP US!!!
Okay, I need to get this off my chest. When I was 13, I met a boy "John". We met one night at a Taco bell of all places. After several hours of making out I finally let him take my virginity. It was probably one of the most memorable sexual experiences of my life. I am 30 now and randomly over the last 17 years we have had "encounters" lasting from brief affairs (one night) to long term extramarital affairs (1 year). (we both are in long term relationships--ie.. marriage).
When I am not having "encounters" with him, I think about him DAILY. I daydream about him, i think of him when having sex with my husband. I miss him so bad. All I can ever think of is talking to him, looking in his beautiful blue eyes, and having passionate sex! We recently went five long years with ZERO contact. I finally gave in and sent him an email. We talked on the phone, even saw eachother in person (twice) with no sexual contact. Well last week, it happened.. we both had about an hour.. we met at a cheap hotel and had very sexy, passionate sex. I have been talking/seeing him daily since then. i am so confused. I love him, and I love my husband. I want to sleep with him, and my husband. I want my cake and I want to eat it too! How can I stop thinking about this man?? How do I get rid off all these urges when I see him. When I see him all I want to do is take him that very moment!
First let me give you some history. I have known Xavier since I was 5 yrs old our families were close and all of us kids grew up together there was 8 of us I was the only girl.We were all about the same age give or take a few yrs.I had a crush on Xavier from the beginning but of course never said anything.When we got older like 13 14 yrs old I sensed maybe he liked me too.But of course nothing was said, one day when i was 15 I was at his house and I called my boyfriend at the time Daniel who broke up with me so I was sad Xavier tried to cheer me up he put on the radio and we were dancing then a slow jam came on LL COOL J singing hey lover we were dancing real close but me in my scared little mind pulled back and told him i was sleepy,We never said anything about 3 months later he got locked up and he decided to tell me how he felt I would go see him write to him all that eventually he was sentenced to 8 yrs in prison I was 15 he was 17. I did kkep up the writing 4 a while too then I was 17 I met the man who is now my husband Eddie.When I was 18 I met the girl who is now my best friend she also was at the time Xaviers cousin Juans girl.Well ME AND HER GOT PREG AT TH SAME TIME AND GREW CLOSE FAST FORWARD NOW i AM 27 YRS OLD...i HAVE 3 KIDS she has 2 i stayed with Eddie she left Juan. Well Xavier gt out of prison when I was 23 and came to my house I told him i loved eddie and avoided him at all costs and me and my best friend had a falling out when i was 22 somehow now shes with Xavier and we are all friends.The whole little crew ya know the 8 of us that have known each other for 22 yrs told me that Xavier stll loved me I refused to believe but after spending time with him those old feeling came rushing back and somehow it started with a stolen kiss here and there till we finally slept together and now I am so confused I do love Eddie but I am not sure if its just love of being with him 4 10yrs or if i am still in love with him but I do know I cant stop thinking of xavier wtf am I gonna do? Wait before you start judging she had a child with xaviers cousin and than got with xavier after I turned him down and Eddies no saint he cheated on me about a year and a half ago.
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