I lost my virginity at 13, at 14 i had already slept with like 30 guys. now at 18, i think ive slept with about 60 people. i love to have sex. I would love to have a girl playing with my ***** while a man fucked me. All i want to do is ****. Am i a sex addict? Geez, Im like horny as hell now!
I have not been able to talk to anyone about this and in a way im completely scared, I keep on feeling that i might be a bi-sexual. I sometimes find myself attracted to girls, but dont get me wrong i fantasize about guys too. The thing is my mom really wants absolutley positively nothing to do with anyone beyond hetero-sexual. I kinda scares me, b/c what if i am? And i fall in love wth a GIRL. My mom would hate me, and i wonder how the rest of my family would accept me. My dad has some homo-sexual friends, but how would he feel if it was me who was the homosexual?
also the thing about religion, I love god and im hoping that he will love me too, no matter what. am i sinning by even specualting that there is any chance that i may be a bi-sexual? My mom thinks that it is a sin, and she looks down on my friend who came out recently.
UGH so confused hurt and it makes me wanna cry. =(
I am a 18 year old female named Leasha and I want to say ...
This is gonna sound completely pathetic but it's something i really need help with. i need help to "quarantine" myself from my boyfriend of 3+ years. He's almost too independent where i am WAY too dependent. It just doesn't even out. i can't stand not talking to him, and i always find myself waiting by the phone for his call. i'm used to talking to him around 4 (when he gets out of school/work)every day & i always find myself the one to make plans with him. He says he doesn't make plans with me cuz he knows i'll already ask first. i also have a hard time not texting/calling him when he's with his friends, especially his ex girlfriends/girls who want his nuts (not exaggerating), i just can't stand the thought of someone else making him happy and smile and laugh the way i do. It probably sounds like i'm controlling but i'm honestly not, he's the one who controls the relationship and i want help being my own person. i don't wanna care when he's out with other people, i don't wanna have the urge to call and text him every chance we get, i don't wanna be the one waiting all the time. i've tried everything to occupy myself to keep my mind off of him so i don't feel the need to talk to him but nothing works. i've tried video games, reading, playing with my dogs & rats, talking to/hanging out with friends, and music. None of that works. i'd like to learn how to distance myself from him without the help of other people, because i want to be independent like i used to be, therefore i can't have others physically help me. What can i do to stay occupied? im not allowed to have a job (i'm 17), school is mon-fri and i never have homework, and i'm pretty much at home all the time. i need help with this, especially at times when my boyfriend hangs out with his exes, it drives me insane, and i really need something to occupy myself. i'm usually easily amused but not when my boyfriend isn't around. Please help with some useful suggestions. Thanks.
so here i am about to tell a little bit about my self well... where do i start???, Im 20 years old im 100% latino about 5'5 125 lbs athletic body type hazel eyes blak hair,i work part time, im a student majoring in journalism im a "nice guy" god i hate that phrase... i always been told that, im quick witted, funny, cultured, honest, real,caring,affecionate,loyal,i love art,music ,fashion, hip hop ( not the garbage you hear on the radio) im a breakdancer,graffiti artist.
im very addicted to sneakers i have spent about 2000 in the past year on sneakers alone i dont drink, smoke or do any drugs im a pretty straight edge guy i hate driving, i can honestly say im a hopeless romantic ive fallen in and out of love to be honest im really ******* lonley if i didnt have music in my life i dont know what i would do. its my sanity there isnt a day goes by where i dont hear music, my days consist of going to school work and goin around chicago in my free time you could say i like to explore my surroundings..anywho i always been kinda shy with confronting women upfront i could never walk up to a random woman and ask for her number. but i know how to treat a woman thats a fact im a gentlemen over 50% of my female friends mothers wish i could be thier son in law honestly im looking for love thats gonna last im not mr perfect i tend to move fast in relationships i think that if im goin to invest time and emotions with sumone at least we could be on the same page
okay...........theres these two dudes and im in love with them both but i dont know which one i should be with:]
one of them i fell in love with and grew feelings for but he broke my heart:]
the other one i love him also because he makes me so happy:]
sumbody help me?????
I am a guy. I am going to a semi-formal dance. My date is going to wear a black dress to this dance. I plan on wearing charcoal colored dress pants with a dress shirt and tie. My problem is I don't know what color shirt to wear. I was thinking black but I would like some suggestions and advice if possible. Thanks.