It's funny. A couple of years ago I wrote a confession about one of my best guy friends. He ended up breaking up with that girlfriend a long time ago, but our flirtation didn't come back until around May. The thing was that it was the end of our senior year of high school. We were both going off to college so there was a part in each of us that didn't want anything to happen because of the inevitable distance. Yet, that did not end our flirtation. It continued throughout the summer, but we both kept a little distance. Despite how hard we tried, I started falling for him. He was the last person I said goodbye to before I went off to college. After an amazing night out, he brought me home. We stayed in front of my house for hours just talking, and he held me. Then the big confession came, and we kissed for the first time. After over 18 years on earth, that was my first real kiss. It was the perfect first kiss I always imagined, the one I waited so long for. It made it so hard to leave. I've been gone for just over a week and memories of us keep replaying in my head. I keep reliving that scene. I miss him so much. I've always loved him, but I actually feel that I could be in love with him. A part of me really wants to try to make something work. I just want to see him again. I don't know how I'll survive until Thanksgiving break to see him.
Before I start….this isn’t a fake situation I really need your advuce on this and I just what to know what other people think about……anyways
I went out with this guy for awhile and we broke up around 2 months ago or more I dnt know I dnt want to keep track of time when we broke up cuz that’s just really sad LOL…anyways...before we broke up I saw him for the last time on a weekend n I thought everything was back to normal because we haven’t seen each other for awhile as we were on a so called “BREAK” long story about that (people trying to brake us up!)...anyways he said I love you and all that when I saw him even when he dropped me off at home and that made me think that everything is all good between us
Anyways my net wasn’t working for a week and I havnt spoken to him for like 2 weeks and he told me that night that I would see him nxt week n I called him but he wouldn’t pick up the fone........when the net started to work again i came online and saw that he was on and he suddenly spoke to me...
He said to me that he was sorry to tell me this by msn but at least that he is letting me know that he “HAS FOUND SOMEONE ELSE”……and he also told me that its time to move on….but what pisses me off is that he SAID I LOVE U TO ME that night that I saw him ….i feel like he has made a complete fool out of myself :@...anyways because he pissed me off that much I completely ignored him and erased him out of my life cuz I think that he doesn’t deserve my attention in being his “FRIEND” which is what he wants…
Anyways about 3 weeks ago I got a texted message from him saying that he is sorry for what he has done and that he now realized that he will never find another girl like me that would love him as much as I did n that he wants to be friends again one day…..i didn’t reply his text message cuz I seriously thought that their was no point in doing that…..
Then a few days ago he told my mate on msn about if I talk about him and my mate said to him that I don’t mention anything about him. Then he was telling my mate that he is my best friend n that he should know everything about me because I tell him everything n my mate just ignored him ANOTHER thing that he said to my mate is that he wished that we were good friends again but u cnt have everything….anyways
SERIOUSLY ….am I doing the right thing about ignoring him cuz I think that I need to foucs with my own life and all the **** that he HAS done to me is just toooo far and that I dnt think he desrvers my friendship!!!......
please give me some advice!!! IM NOTTTTT BULLSHITTING HERE!!!!
i have been sleeping with my teacher and its weird we he walks passed by me....we sometimes met up at at lunch in the sports equipment room....he is veryyyy veryyy fit and dosnt look like his age.....he is only in his 20's and im 18 i dnt think that their is a problem through ages difference:S....but my CLOSE friends say that im a SLUT ......wat should i do...i think im IN LOVE!!!!
I never thought I would be in this situation. I have fallen in love with a married woman I work with. I've worked with her for years and fought off my feelings, but now she's moving away and I don't know how I'll cope with the loss.
She's pretty with dark eyes, beautifull face. She's got a great body she wisely keeps hidden under formless clothes. She's got a wicked sense of humour and tons of odd little quirks that annoy other, but are so very endearing to me.
We have worked so closely together that coworkers have thought us to be dating when we weren't, and some spread rumours that she was having an affair with me. We have secretly spent time together outside work, and allways is thrilling to me to spend time with her. We talk and argue, and tell stories, and sometimes just sit and stare into each other's eyes. And it kills me inside to be away from her. I've had to deny to her and others that I have feelings for her, and to me that feels like betrayal.
Over the years she has teased me with stores about her and her husband breaking up, and I've carefully not told her that I want her marriage to break up. But in the past year she's confessed to being unhappy in her marriage a point that she can no longer take. She's kept up a facade of happiness around other... making up elaborate stories about her homelife. But to me she tells about how her husband ignores her and wants to spend all his time away from her at work or at play. She desparatly wants to have children before she's too old, but he doesn't want to. Instead he distracts her with expensive clothes, purses, cars, and now a huge purchase...
When her husband found out about her close male friend at work he decided to build her a huge new house far away from her job, which means she now has to move away.
I wish I could confess my feelings to her, and persuade her to leave him for me, but I can't.
Listen I love you, and you know that very well. I know you love me too. Don't ever think less of yourself, or think I'm too good for you, or that you don't deserve me becuase whether its right or wrong I want to be with you. Please just have some faith in yourself, please.
Well I am 20 years old and have been through quite a lot for a 20 year old. I have a daughter who will be turning 3 soon. I moved to be with my husband and he is 23 years old. He is also my baby's daddy. Before I moved here I always felt that there was something wrong with him but never thought much of it until I got here. We used to always fight on the phone when we talked and he would abuse me verbally when we would get into fights and this was when I was pregnant. I moved here and he would act kind of weird. When ever I would want to have sex with him he would just reject me like if he didn't like me. I would ignore and continue with my advances but then he would get pissed off. I always wondered why he did that. He would always stay in his room and use them computer all day when he didn't work and didn't bother to spend any time with me and my daughter. When he would wake up to go to work he would never come to my room to say hello or anything, never even thought of spending time with me or our daughter.(We have separate rooms because he has to sleep during the day because of work.) He would never say goodbye before he went to work. I would try and go to his room to be with him when he was awake but he would get pissed off because I wouldn't knock or anything. Im thinking, "Why knock, were married", or he would say to come in slower, he said I would come in through the door too quickly, like how the hell does that happen? Anyways it was like this for about 6-8 months that I was there. Six months of being there I find out he is on this site looking at girls live on webcam who are naked and he is able to talk to them and everything. They are live!!! I got sooo pissed off at him. He would need to pay to get these services and he did. He always told me he didn't have any money to buy our daughter anything and now I know why. He never wanted to buy her anything before that. Not even clothes, things she needed!!! I don't know how much money he spent on that **** but he definately didn't want to spend that money on our daughter. I told him to please stop because I was hurt obviously, it made me feel like **** after what he was doing when I just moved there, not to mention I left my parents wonderful home to be with this so called husband of mine. He said he stopped, I believed him. About four months later, I go on his computer, check if he's still using that ****, he is. He lied to me. I hacked into his account. He had it all set up too, had a different email account and everything just so he wouldn't get caught. I have no idea how many of those sluts he had on his MSN messenger, but it was at least more than 50. Again I tell him to stop he said he is and since then I haven't been ablt to tell if he does use it. I did log into it once but he said that he had closed it and everything. I dunno. Ever since then I have felt like **** about everything. I admit he is good to me, but I feel he is only like that because of what I found out. I feel that he still does that, that he doesn't care for me or my daughter. He still doesn't spend as much time with our daughter as he should but he does sometimes. I told my parents about it and they want me to move back with them for a while, I agree, I think I should but the main reason I moved here is for my daughter, so that she can be with her "father". He hasn't done much since we've been here though. Im not even sure if I really do love him or not. I've started school again and there's lots of guys there but obviously im not going to be a slut and sleep with all of them but there are a few guys that I think are cute. I think I'm also developing a crush on this guy in my Bio class. I don't know what to do. I just wish that I could make him feel the way I did when I found out he was doing that to me. With having a baby, that was a great blow to my self esteem and it already wasn't good. I don't know. I just wish that I could cheat on him with someone who truly loves me, no matter how I look, how I am, or whatever, accept my daughter as his and never ever hurt her and somehow it would be justified.
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