A precious gift that was given to me.
A gift that can only be given once to a person. A person just like you and me
A thank you is what they expected to heard and success is what they expect to see
but haven’t they forgotten that they too are responsible for what they make out that gift to be.
While others were wrapped in golden ribbons and shinny sheets of silver.
I in the other hand was tossed in the trash. Left behind and ended up with strangers.
Yes that's right with complete strangers.
I was rejected like I wasn’t good enough or at least that’s how it seemed to me.
When all I really needed was you and daddy to stand by me.
To love and secure me, to help mold me
Into what a pleasant little girl is supposed to be. But instead, a tragedy
I became what was shown to me. A deformation
In disfunction that stands aimlessly.
Without a clue to why this gift was given to me my pained devoured me
And I found myself addicted to the poison that relieved me of being me
Uncomfortable in my own skin I lost hope as the faces of betray and grief surrounded me,
some call them my family, and you my grandma the one I depended on,
you deserted me, you didn’t think twice and turn your back on me,
you robbed me of the last bit of trust I had left inside of me.
That’s what made it so hard
So hard, that I saw no path to my sanity.
During holidays
Money is thrown my way and excuses are tossed into my hands.
But they have no meaning for
Little naive, and insecure minjee is no longer around
Where could she be where has she gone.
Sweet little passive XXX is no where to be found
Perhaps she's hiding
Maybe she's hiding under a rock, in desperate need to close the door
To the agony and pain she carried all her life.
But guess what I’m here and I’m not hiding
I’m standing here as
A bright young woman,
A strong single parent with aspiration and dreams for her future with her son.
And you know what this xxxxx doesn’t give a rats *** if you don’t want to help her wrap the
Precious gift that was given to her.
That’s right! The precious gift you once called life.
My thoughts of you remain pleasant...
...like a beautiful pink rose blossomming on a fine sunny day......
As the warmth of the sun showers light with rays of sunshine upon the rose...
The joy and laughter we've shared has shinned much love and happiness in my soul..
With all the heartache and tears life presented...
we grew together in many ways during the brief moment we had together
in this chapter of our lives...
The cold Winter breeze subside as the seasons continue to change...
While Spring takes its turn..flowers begin to bloom
And I'm hopping our friendship flourish just the same...
Through letters and through modern technology... I'm only a phone call away
remember this when you are in need a friend...
I only the know the comfort I feel with you as my friend..
..reminising the memories we shared makes it harder to watch you go away.
Feeling a bit of sadness, but that I don't want to convey...
...the last thing I want to do is rain on your parade.
So- hurray, Hurray!
Let us rejoice..
.. for this is only the begining of something great
I wish you love and happiness and pray for thee...
I pray for strength
I pray for guidence and protection..
I also pray for patience
..As we both embrace the journey that lies ahead.
With Graditude for having you as my friend and the blessings of being your friend..
I end this letter with many thanks ..
I thank you for your company...
..when my loneliness lurked deep within
I thank you for the support and encouragements you gave...
..when my fears and doubts taunted me and drove me insane
I thank you for the care and comfort you showed...
..when hurt led many tears to fall
I thank you for the tenderness you expressed...
.. when pain devoured me and agony was all I felt
I thank you for the love and friendship you've given me...
..with much love and care I will miss you dearly
especially when I listen to Aleysha Keys-"Huh..say what ...what would you do girl...."
I am obsessed with music. It is my life and not a lot of people understand this. They think I am just obsessed, but it is so much more than that. It is absolutely incredible :D I am bored here, sorry.
I like to meet a girl that doesnt go all by looks. I want someone who I can be there for and will be there for me as well. I need someone who has a good sense of humor and knows how to laugh and have a good time but when it is crunch time they will b ready. I dont know to much about relationships seeing as how i have never had one before-yea that means I am a virgin loser but I'm hoping,that whoever if anyone can look past that little tidbit of honest information eventhough I dont see it as a big problem. I need a girl that wants to be treated like a queen but aint gold diggin. I want someone with a even head around their shoulders. I love girls that like football movies and like getting high playing darts shooting pool and who like to party also. I dont want to be controlling or anything like that, I want to let you do your own thing. She also has to be able to let me do my own thing. Well I think that I am done rambling on and being confusing
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