i am usually a reserved person, but in the bedroom i become a totally different person, but my boyfriend isnt in to wild sex.
i want him to **** me long and strong. whips, chains, whip cream, and big toys. but my boyfriend just cant satisfy me. i cant help hating the boring way he makes love.
I was jacking off so much one day i just could not nut so i give up. I have been jacking off for years and never had this problem because i had a little dick about 4 1/2 inches long then that day i couldn't nut when i woke up the next day it felt like my dike was about to explode it was so hard so went to the bathroom and my dick looked so big i was scared have the death. So i went to the Doctor and it was a female that looked at it and when i pulled down my pants her eyes got do big, and i asked that fatal question..What's wrong? And, she asked me was i taking some pills or something. I said why; and said i never seen one so big. I said what do you thik is wrong? So she did some tests on me putting a long metal thing in me with a Q-tip on the top. All the tests come back negative....So she wanted to measure it and it was 11 an a half inches... She ask me what i did and i told her...That was a year an a half ago..Now i have a 4 an a half month old son
I fake it. I have never gotten any pleasure from sex itself. I very much enjoy everything that comes along with having sex, but the actual act of penetration. I find it repulsive. In no way has it ever felt slightly good. I don't know where this stems from, but I am sure there is some childhood thing attached to this fact. I am very sexually frustrated because of this. It's hard to get into relationships. I have only told one boyfriend about this, and he just couldn't understand. 22 years old and I can't ****! I have fantasies like nobody would believe, but can't enjoy them. I want somebody to help to me through this. I crave a partner who will understand.
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