I've been married for 12 years and most of those years were in my 20's. I never so much as kissed another woman all that time (and again, it was in my 20's).
My wife and I were out with my friend's wife (he had passed out before we went out). After closing time, we left (I was very much sober due to the fact that I was driving). My wife fell asleep in the front seat and the other one was sitting in the middle of the back seat (note that this vehicle does not have a middle back seat, just a console). Several times on the way home we were exchanging looks... you know the looks I mean. I kept breaking off the looks and told myself to knock it off. Now even though she was in the back seat, her head was practically in the front as if she was trying to hear a converstation and the windows were down. However, there was no conversation and the windows were up.
So I pull up to drop her off and I don't know how the hell it happened but next thing I know, we are making out. It probably only lasted 5 seconds before I stopped it. I said to her "This never happened" and she replied "One more" I again repeated "This never happened" and she again replied "One more". So we kissed one more time. Keep in mind my wife is 12 inches away from us sleeping.
I do remember her letting out a sigh after the second one as if she really liked it but at the same time realized it's wrong.
Now if you haven't kissed another person for 10 or so years, you understand that it is very exciting. It's almost like it was my first kiss.
I keep telling myself to bury this deep down and never let it happen again but I am nervous that it might and that it might go further.
My mom has here friends over every Friday night for wine and they usually leave around 11:30 to 12:00. When I get home she is always asleep on the couch. I’ve try everything to wake her up and tell her to go to bed but she just mumbles stuff and falls back to sleep. I basically just give up and go to bed myself but one night I didn’t. I can’t believe what I did. After trying to wake her with the same results, I decided to fondle my mom. I reach up her skirt and was messaging her *****. I could feel her getting moist and decided to put middle finger in her. She rocked back and forth as I moved it in her. I pulled it out after about five minutes and smelled my finger. The smell made me what her more and I reach up with both hands and slid her panties off. I then push her legs open and began to eat her out. I couldn’t believe how wet she got, then all of a sudden she yelled at me while pushing my haed away, “What are you doing, Oh stop, what are you doing” and the slapped me across the face. This happen about a year ago and to this day she still asks me what the hell came over me that night to do that to her. I don’t say anything because I don’t know what to say to her. The sad thing is that I would do the same thing again given the opportune to do so.
She basically im just going to say this flat out madeout with my exboy friend after we have had a year long relationship and told me that she got him drunk and that she wants to be with him should i fogive her and forget?
My boyfriend wont tell me how many woman he cheated on me with and he wont tell me why? I dont know if I should be with him. I really dont know if he's still cheating I love him to death and right now I really dont know why, should I start to cheatbbor should I leave it alone or leave him alone? We have a baby together and I think thats the only thing that got him here because before the baby he was still wanting to be with this other girl and he wanted to **** other woman but he says he love me but I dont know anymore. I've known him since I was 15 iam now 20 years old i'm still young wit two children I know I can do it on my own but how am I gonna live wiithout a good *** man. He's not good but in general,i mean he's a good father and finacially but this isnt love is it? Its jus a baby right? My heart and my feelings is into this but I think I'm alone on that part. I really dont know what to do it hurts so bad I jus want to give up on him because he dosent feel sorry I dont think and he never apoligises so so now what? I am so disscussted because I run into them or know them. I think he's pulling me away because he really not ready.
All my life I've been a hypocrite, lookin down at people that make mistakes like cheating and what not. I never thought that I would be the type of girl to betray someone.I actually thought I was in love with this certain person so after our relationship was over, I found someone else, but I couldn't seem to get ovr this person so I cheated on my boyfriend in more ways than one. I regret I ever done it but most times I find myself blaming him. At the same time I'm so confused b/c what I've done has been affecting my current relationship b/c I'm still in love with that certian person. To Be Continued....
Ok so I betrayed my wife again, it was the third time this month, and no it wasn't with another woman, it was her best friends husband. My wife and her friend were out playing bingo so I went to the bar to have a few drinks, hopeing he wouldn't show up. But before I finished my first he was sitting beside me, I told him I had to go, but when I left it was in his truck and I knew where he was going and what was going to happen when we got there because I had my hand on his massive member as soon as we got in the truck. I always feel ashamed and used on the way home but I know I won't quit.
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