i didnt even care at first. he was just another nigga to me. but then time pass and things began to happen. he was sweet, kind and my first.he was my first everything thats why he was so special in the end. the first i ever cry over, first i ever really felt attracted to, first real kiss, first i really cared about, first one i made plans for the future wit, first one i slept wit, and my very first love
i am in love with 2 women (i myself am a woman)
my head is tellin me that loving 2 people is impossible, but my heart is telling me otherwise. when ever i see them i want to hold them tight and never let them go, my heart is breaking and i cant be with 1 knowing i love another too.
OK theres this girl well actually its my ex gf who is still like my best friend in the whole world, but the thing is im still in love with her and we flirt and still cuddle up when we stay together but she has a boyfriend and he doesnt agree with her having a girlfriend too which i cant blame him, but i cant help but feel jelous just thinking about them together. I hate feeling like this, and plus hes soo mean to her sometimes i just want to beat the ---- out of him. I mean i treat her like shes top priority which idk its always been like that with me and her she treats me special and i do the same i love her and she says she still loves me but she loves her bf too soo idk what to do but i know i cant leave her shes my best friend but i wish i could either get rid of my feelings which i cant she was really the longest relationship ive ever had and my first true love or i really have no idea what to do i really want her back but i know it will never be :[ i cant take this im in love with her why cant things just be simple!!!
I really enjoy ****ing my bf up his tight *** it's the best feeling it world. I like playing with his *** so much that I'd even finger his *** in public and I do it in such a discreet way that no one even notice. I've even finger his *** in front of friends and family members. We even make under cover jokes about it in front of everyone. I love doing him in his *** so much that I hate when he tease's me and they wont give the *** up. I **** his as with all kinds of objects from carrots to cucumbers, etc. I also enjoy when he give's me oral. By the way i'm a hot female and you would never guest this about me and you probally would'nt believe if I told you.
I am crushing on this perfect guy. He's sweet, funny, hot, and I just love everything about him. I just think its to good to be true. I mean I wonder whether he likes me back or if I should tell him I like him. I've known him since 4th grade and he is my best guyfriend. If I tell him I like him will it ruin our friendship? I don't know whether I should go for this or hold back and stay single until another wonderguy comes along.
I have been married for two years now, but have not told anyone that Iam still in love with my ex-boyfriend. I have not seen or spoken to this guy in about three years now and I really miss him. Part of me wants to find him, but I just dont know if it would be a good idea since Iam married now.
My husband is a really good guy and I would never want to hurt him but I really needed to get this out so thank you.
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