i am 24 i was in a relationship with a guy in high sch but inlove with someone else we became close but then i got pregnant so i just ended it after my baby was born we tried at it again but he was hurt becayse of the whole baby thing so it just didnt work, we lost communication for some years and i got married but recently we ran into each other and realize we still have feelings for eachother and i dont know what to do my marriage is happy and i dont want to loose it but ive loved this guy for years cant help wondering what it would be like to be in his arms.
when I was 11 I did something which has eaten away at me for 10 years now. I was laying on my bed and I asked my cousin (9 at the time) if he wanted oral sex, he said no at first, I asked again and he said ok. As soon as I started doing it I realised what was happening, I stopped and didn't do it again, ever since then haven't been able to forget it. I'm now 22 and wanting to settle down with my GF, I know his dad knows because of the way he acts around me and his subtle comments. I'm deeply ashamed of my actions and feel like I must be punished, However obvioulsy i'm scared, he's doing fine and is very successful at school. I don't know what to do, I want to confess to his father and ask his forgiveness, a day doesn't go by where I don't regret it. I'm not gay and haven't done anything like that before or after that event, I totally regret it and need to somehow make ammends. Please, please advise me on what I msut do...
So I'm crushing on this guy. and well he seems pretty awesome to me. But i was talking to my friend which so happens to be one of his best friends which he thinks is betraying him at the moment. But he told me that He does crack and its just something he keeps to himself at home and he keeps coming up with stuff like Ohh yeah he's a player too and he brings up this crap like "Oh i'm just letting you know so you don't get hurt" and "I'd just be pissed if he tried to start you up on drugs." and then "You never heard any of this stuff from me." So i mean really sweet of him. but he's the type that never takes any thing serious. everythings a joke. So i can't tell if he's joking or not. I can't tell if he's just saying this stuff because he's mad at him or what. So I'm not sure if i should still ask him out or just forget the whole thing. Help!
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I'm confused and feeling guilty for receiving a state disability benefit. I beleive that I've done nothing wrong because my illness is real. Currently I have a mental issue which is being treated by a state licensed doctor after I resigned from my last job. I get a weekly benefit from the state since it was an insurance money that was deducted from my paychecks. The problem is cheated a little bit to get the job, which came with the disability insurance. I guess I have to cancel my insurance benefit soon so that my guilt will disappear. I'm confused but will attempt to stop the state benefit. Damn, my life is a mess!
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Ten years of being with women and I fall for a man. Sorry to all my lesbian friends but I really think that this is the man that I could love. I never thought it would happen and I certainly wasn't looking for it but there is a reason why he is always on my mind.
But if you don't feel that same could you at least give me some of your sperm? Because that way at least I'd have part of what my heart desires.
In life we have friends and lovers. What is a friend? What is a Lover? Sometimes you can have friends of the same sex and feel like its ok well what happens when you end up hanging out with both and have sex with both? Maybe its just sex that was on your mind at the time. It happened to me and on top of that i had friends before and the sex took everything to a bigger level. Did i loose a friend or did i **** up? Time will tell. I guess we all have confusion sometime in our lives, or what is it?
Maybe ive never had a friend or maybe i and confused of all these weird ways people in my life have treated me.
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