Well i've never let anyone know this, but hey...
I've lied to just about everyone i know. nobody knows the real me, and sometimes i find it hard to tell myself who i am.
I found that if people know everything about you then there is nothign left to hide behind and they just take you to pieces.
There.
I am a gay male who is extremely afraid of the world finding out. Especially since I've been with my girlfriend for 3 and 1/2 years. But she doesn't know I'm gay. I try to hide it from her, like when she says something about gay stuff I just shake my head and say "That's nasty" when I'm really thinking "I'd love to be with a guy right now." I find myself being depressed because I'm living a lie. I just don't want my friends and family to hate me, so I keep on pretending to be straight. Sometimes I feel completely disgusted with myself. I also fear that when I get really drunk I might let something slip that would give it all away and then everyone would hate me. I love my girlfriend, but not in a sexual way. We do have sex though, but it's not fun for me at all. I have to think about guys during sex with her in order to orgasm. What should I do?
He thinks that I love him, but I don't. Even though I told him that I do. I started going out with him because I was bored, and i wanted to make my friend jealous. I didn't even know his name, but that didn't stop me from hooking up with him and telling him exactly what he wanted to hear. And going out with him hasn't stopped me from doing exactly what i wanted to do with the person I really wanted. So now I'm in way too deep with him, and I have absolutely no idea what the hell I'm doing. But hey, let the good times roll, right?
I'm a 26 year old male, just down the street from me is a family that has a retarded boy, well he's 20, and just retarded enough that he needs to be watched. Once a week I get him to mow my lawn, he dosn't do a bad job and his folks think its great that I do this. But the real reason I have him over is, he's hung like a stud pony, and I let him screw me.
one night i went out with this boy and we kinda fooled around...the next day in school i told my friends he raped me and he got arrested...but it was all a lie
my ex broke up with me a while ago, and when I was dating him he told me his password to his email. I know check it all the time to see what his new fat girlfriend has been saying to him....HAHAHA dumbass shouldnt of told me his email password...
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