I am a virgin and plan to be one for a while. I like messing with my BF but I never take my undies off. It's kind of a protection thing I guess. Anyway, my BF says I can do oral and still be a virgin and he also says he can sex me in my bottom and I'll still be a virgin. Is that true or is he lying to me?
I am not looking for advise and if you want to vent at me by saying I hope you die or whatever I do not care about that stupid crap either it is what it is an online confession about something bad I did many years ago. I am currently 39 years old and these incidents happened 7 years ago. My daughter was 7 and we had at the time a 12 yr old baby sitter who was pretty well devoloped for her age. I got the ideal when my wife accidently gave my daughter to much of her medication and right after my wife told me that it was 2 of the small spoons not the larger ones. We called the doctor and was advised just to keep an eye on her and she would be groggy but would would be fine and that I did not give her nearly enough for any life threatening but she would sleep a lot and could possible besick to her stomach. After this I kept the medication and told my wife I accidently threw it out. I will not say here what it was. However, after this I began experimenting by slipping doses into the sitters drinks. You see she spent the night on occassion when we used her services.I slowly and methodically increased the dosages. I would get very excited to see when we got back how sound asleep she would be. This took place over severl months. The first time she woke up when i entered her room but was obviously groggy. This built over time to where I would wake up in the middle of the night to touch her breasts and rub her *** then masterbate on her face.I at first would whipe it off then enjoyed seeing the dried cum on her face the next morning and her having no ideal what it was and laughing when my wife once saying it loks like you have donut icing on your face. Eventually, I got the nerve to do what I only dreamed of to not only touch her breats and rub her *** but to use lotion on her *** and my dick and actually f... her up the a..!!It was as good as I imigined it and even though she made noises and was obviously may have been uncomfortabe she did not apparently wake enough to remember it. I cleaned up after I finished her and went back to bed. The next day It was obvious by the way she was walking she was sore there but treated me no differently. After that I got afraid I may go to far with the medication and in a moment of concious I threw it away and never did it again but I still think back and love that memory often using it when I have anal sex with my wife. Yes, let out your shout outs to me I dont give a damn.
I lost my virginity at 13, at 14 i had already slept with like 30 guys. now at 18, i think ive slept with about 60 people. i love to have sex. I would love to have a girl playing with my ***** while a man fucked me. All i want to do is ****. Am i a sex addict? Geez, Im like horny as hell now!
I am a female 15 years old. I had a big crush on a senior at my school and was flattered when he started paying me some attention. He asked me out but at first I was afraid to say yes and my parents would not have let me go out with him so i told him thanks but no. He persisted but I kept saying no. Finally after several tries I was approached by his siser who seemed very nice. She was a very popular girl as was her brother. She told me that there was a party but it was cool really low key and like begged me to go. She said she would pick me up with her brother and her boy friend and I agreed. The thing is ,however, I had to sneak out to go. I never did anything like that before but she was so convincing and I figured if she was there it would be alright. Well I did sneak out that night and as planned met her brother car at a corner near my house at around midnight. However, when I got in the car there was 3 guys and she was not there. The guy I had the crush on was driving and he once I got in the other guy jumped in back and I was in front seat with him. He reassured me by saying its cool im just dropping these guys off and meeting my sister and her boy friend. After driving a ways, he drove pretty far out in the country and down an old road all the while talking to one the guys in the back telling him why the hell do you have to live so far out. The guy in back was giggling and I felt weird but I was still hoping for the best when they pulled over on a dark isolated road . I had no clue where I was. Next, the guy I liked named danny told me to get out. I was like what you mean get out and he said get the **** out of my car. I did as told and they drove off. I was alone in the dark scared and crying and walking this dead end road and when I got to the end a car turned on its lights and it was them. This was maybe an hour later after being dumped out. I was then told ok get in and we will take you home. I got in the car and they drove back down the dead end road and again ordered me to get out. I cried and begged them to take me home and asked why was they doing this to me but in a very angry voice I was told to get the **** out of the car and again left in the dead end road. I next began walking again toward the end I new I had a long way to get to the intersection so I walked faster. I eventually got to the end and I saw the car but this time I tried to hide on the edge of the road and sneak around it. However, they was hiding in the bushes and jumped out shining lights on me. They then was laughing and said ok the fun is over we just pranking you. This was about 1 30 am and we made it to the end of the road the first time around 1215 am.They said the fun was over so get in and we will bring you home. I had no ideal where I was so I again got in the car only for them to again drive me back to the end of the dead end road and tell me to get the **** out of the car. This time they told me dont walk down the road you walk your lil *** through the woods and find your way out. They then added that I would probablt get lost and die in the woods but yelled at me to start walking. I started into the dark woods and it was pitch black in there. They had shut the lights off the car but I had not heard them drive away. I fell down several times and I had hurt my knee and had been stuck in the face with branches and stuff. I was crying of course and did not no what to do. The only light I had was on my watch and I remember lighting it up right before they yelled to me and it was 2 35 am. I then heard them yelling to me that they was leaving and for me to come on out and they had flashlights and started lookin for me. I had not gotten very far and I did not no what to do but I was so tired and exhausted I finally called to them I am here please help me. The guy Danny came to me and was like ok follow me out. I got out and was back to the car and they was all laughing and stuff. I was cold, scared and hurt and was told by Danny to get in the car. He then got in with me and asked if I was ready to go home. I said yes please take me home. He then told me that I had sneaked out and would get in trouble if my parents found out and no one new where I was and it was time to pay for a ride home. I started to get scared and cry and he told me dont worry I no these guys and I have told them no one is going to touch you. That made me feel better but only for a second because the next thing he did was take his dick out and tell me to suck it. He said you are going to suck all of our dicks and then and only when you have did us good will we take you home. He then pushed my head down and I asked if i do it will you take me home and he promised he would. I hated it but I sucked his dick and then the others one after the other. I no there was 3 guys but I guess that one of them did not want it a second time or I just lost count trying to wish it away but I think I gave 5 blow jobs that night. I remember while I was doing it Danny telling the others to remember do exactly as the plan and make sure she swallows it every time and do not get any cum on her. After, I remember it was like 5 am when they started the car and drove me toward my house in silence. The 2 other guys was sleeping while Danny drove and smoked a cigeratte while I sat in silence holding my tears in in the front seat. He took me to where they had picked me up and stopped and without speaking to me stopped the car and I got out and he drove off. I went home and brushed my teeth until my gums bled and trying not to cry to loudly. I went to school on Monday and Danny sister saw me and made faces at me then laughed and walked off. Danny looked right through me and I dont no how but I went to the school councelor and broke down and told them my story. In a nut schell they called them in and these guys was like wow why would she say such a thing she must be crazy. The sister also told them I had a crush on her brother and I was trying to get them in trouble because he showed me no interest. I was told by the councelor to stop making up stories and if you persist I will tell your parents you have isssues. The bottom line is there is no evidence. They did not have sex with me and danny even approached me and said hey slut , I am a virgin by the way, no one made you do anything you just are a lil **** sucking slut and no one made you suck our dicks. Since then they have been mean to me, and I try my best to avoid them. I am a freshman and they are all seniors except for the sister who is a junior. I dont no what to do I guess there is nothing I can do. I have this gut feeling they have did this before. It seems looking back it was definately planned out.
I remember being very young, probably ten or so, and i found some child pornography that my dad had stashed away. Now, my parents were separated and my brother and I lived with my mom, and my dad never made even the slightest attempt to do anything with either of us, but i remember finding those pictures of kids my age and being turned on. After that, i never have been able to shake my attraction to young girls, although luckily it hasn't affected my love life with those my own age. However, i have from time to time downloaded child pornography, and find that it still turns me on. To make it worse, i get into relationships and find myself attracted to my girlfriend's younger siblings/cousins, and that worries me as well. I don't know how I can make a relationship work when i am more attracted to these young kids than i am to my girlfriend, and i have never, ever been able to talk to anyone about this for fear of what they'll say. My best friend doesn't know, my girlfriend of almost 2 years doesn't know, the only person who does know is my dad, who found my own stash on my computer a few years ago and talked to me about it. Once. Very briefly. And with much lack of comfort on both sides. I can't talk to anyone about it, and i talk myself out of liking it. I've never acted on any of my urges, and i dont think that i ever would because i truly love kids in an acceptable way as well, and would never want to do anything to hurt them. Anyways, i'm a mess... any help?
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