I slept with my closest girlfriends boyfriend - now husband.
I was her maid of honour in her wedding and had to get up in front of everyone and wish them a long happy life, knowing that he didn't really want to be with her.
I wish I could tell my boyfriend how many people I've slept with. I don't think its a lot, but I'm scared of it changing anything. I am in love with him and I know we will get married eventually. It kills me not to be totally honest with him.
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