i've finally realized that i dont want to be with my bf (or so i thought my bf) of 8mnths anymore, after him lying and cheating on me this whole damn time! i just found out the truth, and it hurts so bad! no wonder they say ignorance is bliss! i dont see how some ppl can just ignore what they've found out and stay with that other person.
Damn, i just hope he leaves me alone! it kills me when he comes around acting like he needs me so much. Ithink this time he really will tho. He's got to realize that when you have something real, you dont play with it! you either love it or leave it alone... i wish he would've thought twice b4 getting me involved with him, cuz he made me love him, sold us both a dream we wanted to believe --and then he hurt me.
why do they do this? why do we do this to each other? i wish love was something no one could play with! My heart feels broken, but i Know i did the right thing... now my mind will be at peace... i wont have to worry about him lying and cheating on me anymore. in some ways i want to hate him, but my loving& forgiving nature wont let that. i still wish him nothing but the best, and hope he finds what he's looking for. I forgive him...and i forgive me too.
i dont know when or if i'll find somebody who will be real about me... i just hope "love" never happens to me like this ever again!... pray 4 me i guess,
I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world but, I totally messed up!! He hasn't been here for a couple days and I slept with another man!! I love him dont get me wrong its just that our sex life isnt the greatest!! Im not sure if I should tell him when he gets home or just keep it to myself!!
Well to start off it was mid July and I was 15 yrs. old when I thought I met my high school sweet heart. When I first met him my first instinct of him was that he was a homosexual but I couldn’t believe that because if he was my best friend would of told me he was, because she grew up with him, so I let that thought go cause I knew it wasn’t right. Six months had passed and since that summer we met. Throughout those six months we didn’t talk. I not saying he wasn’t on my mind but we went to different school but it was not like it was 10 miles from each other our school is right behind each other and we have a building that we call the annex that connects the schools, so it wasn’t like he could never try to attempt to see me, it was late January and my BF called me late one night and when I pick up it was him he acted like we was never apart like nothing change since that night we met, so I played it cool and act like nothing was wrong. For the next 3 months we talked and he never asked me out he just said we were together but we just don’t have the label on it, I don’t know if he was trying to run game on me or if that’s what he really meant. On his birthday I didn’t spend the day with him like we was suppose to but I let it slide because we didn’t go out but 2 wks down he had a pajama party and told me to come, so I came and when I got their there was nothing but girls and they was asking me “oh you’re his girlfriend, he talks about you all the time”. That whole night was the most uncomfortable night I ever had because I didn’t know anybody that was their and the people I did know I didn’t like, that week when I came back to school one of my other best friends came up to me and told me that she found a picture of him all greased up with another boy, when she told me that I couldn’t believe so I ask my BF that was close to him was the boy that I liked soo much gay, bisexual whatever at first she paused and then she asked me who told me I lied to her so I could get it out other she got mad and said that he was bisexual and if he wanted me to know he would told me. That day I cried my heart out cause I fell in love with him I couldn’t believe he would lie to me I didn’t understand how could my BF not tell me about that big secret, I understand that blood always come first but we were like sister I would of never kept something like that from her, its June 23, 2006 and I haven’t talk to neither of them since, sometimes I miss them so much but I can not forgive people that so uncaring
my boyfriend asked me to be his girlfriend a little over a year ago. i was into drugs then and was surrounded by people I thought were my friends. early on in the relationship i cheated on him three times. i deeply regret it and am so sorry and ashamed. we both quit drugs for eachother. i had straight Fs and now I have straight As because of him. He has loved and helped me through every pain that Ive had scince we've been together including a very bad home life. I cant even start to mention how much I love him. I feel as though he dosent deserve me even though I swear on my fathers grave that I will never betray him ever again in any way. We both believe we are soulmates. I feel as though I need to tell him but I cant even imagine what it would be like if I lost him. He is the only person who has ever truely loved and cared about me and he has done more than enough to prove it. what do I do?
please somebody pastor anybody please pray for me....i did a mistake in my life two months before i had forsaken CHRIST and gone back to idols to make my parents happy and also because they told me to leave home and i got scared so.....i know i did a big mistake .now they gettin me married to a guy i don't like.please pray for me i don't want this marriage i don't have the courage to speak out this to anyone as days are passing i feel like better i die than marrying that guy.please help me he is a non-believer
I am in love with my bf of 2 yrs but he for a while has been treating me like crap. Yelling at me all the time for stupid reasons, getting anoyed with me over everything I say or do, trying to control every aspect of my life, and if I dont do what he wants he gets all mad and starts fighting. Also he hardly comes to see me, and we hardly spend any quality time together at all. As well as if I dont call then he will not even call me once a day at least to say hi. This was all going over the top for me and there is this guy who was my best friend before I started dating my bf. Through the time of my bf's and mine big fight and my bf's complaining about everything I do, I started to spend more time with my good friend. Lets call him Bill and my bf Josh. So Bill and me would hang out almost 3 times a week and we would go different places and just have fun, something me and Josh haven't done in the longest time. I started to enjoy life and stoped cutting myself ( which was what i was doing while Josh was being a jerk), I started smiling. Then me and Bill hooked up one night. And we sort of had this bf/gf relationship because he treated me extremely nice, and gave me all the attention I needed. In this time Josh and me were still sort of together and he continued to be a jerk. Soon I realised that I was just not attracted to Bill in any way at all i just craved caring and attention and he satisfied that, but all i ever felt or could feel for him is a friendly like. SO we broke up. And Josh doesn't know anything. Me and Bill are still best friends. No Josh, has these "days", like one day he will be extremily nice and then the entire week he will shout, complain, fight and treat me like garbage. Even though i haven't done anything bad to him ( he doesnt know about Bill so it doesnt count in the way he knows i treat him) and i treat him really nice, i call, get him gifts, care for him, write him poems and treat him like my everything. But he still treats me like crap. I feel like I betryed him, but he still treated me like crap before i betreyed him, and now that he doesn't know that i cheated on him, still treats me like crap. I think i just got myself into this "weird" love mess.
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