ok the thing is i have a "foster sister" that i like and she likes me. she came to my home like around may. the first time i saw her i thought to myself that she was the most beautiful girl in the world, she really didn't think much about me. like around july i kinda fell in love with her, i didnt know how she felt about me. i tried talking to her as a friend but she wasn't really open to me, i thought she didn't like me at first but later on i found out that she was really shy around me, and only me. i was still wondering how she felt about me, so one day i kinda asked her if she liked me and she said no like "hell no" i was really sad the next couple of days, and she noticed how sad i was! later i started talking to her again and she told me that she cared for me and that she told me no because she didnt know exactly how i felt. later she told me stuff to let me know that she did like me, i was happy and i was plannig to ask her out but in august my mom told us that no one in the house could have a relationship with each other. i got sad and i saw that she was sad too, we wrote letters to each other to let each other know how we feel! later on we told ourselves that we love each other and stuff, and i really, really do . . . alot!!! and she tells me all the time that she loves me alot too and i believe her! lately we've been hiding our love from each other from my family and her sisters. but recently my sister found some of the notes that i wrote to her and told my other sister, my brother, and my mom. so now like we cant talk like at all but we still do (hiding) oh yeah and i asked her out like in september and she said yes . . . sooo were like hiding our relationship from everybody! we do love each other alot and for me shes the only one for me, am not gonna have anyone else. if i cant be with her then am litterly DEAD!!! i dont know why i wrote this maybe cause i cant talk to anyone about this, cause i dont trust anyone that i know!!! sooo yeah sorry if i wasted your time with this!!! i wanted to talk to someone about it but cant!!! kinda sucks huh? well if anyone has any thing to say to help, just comment i guess!!! and I LOVE HER!!! ALOT!!!
I had the most wonderful boyfriend in the world when I was a sophomore. He and I spent all our time together, and we were so good together; we were so comfortable with each other and made each other laugh all the time. However, he and I had to move; he moved almost 1000 miles away from where we had been, and I moved 80 miles away in the opposite directions. We didn't really discuss how our relationship would continue, or if it even would. 3 months passed, and some guy at my new high school asked me to homecoming. I wasn't sure what our policy was, so I called and we talked about it and decided to break up, with the understanding that if we were ever in a position where we could be together again, we would give it another shot. Nothing ever came of the homecoming guy, and I met a new guy. We had a rough start; he made bad choices with his ex-gf, but that's for his confession, not mine. We finally got together a few months ago, and things got very heavily physical very quickly. With my ex who had moved, we'd never gotten very physical at all. This new guy was my first in almost everything. I feel so comfortable with him; our relationship is great, and we fit together almost as well as my ex and I did. He always tells me he loves me so much more than he's ever loved anyone, and how he doesn't foresee that ever changing. We had a little pregnancy scare, and he was so supportive the entire time. I love him, I really do. But the thing is, is I can't forget about my ex. I feel like I got cheated out of something that I deserved. I think because we didn't break up because one of us wanted to, that we never really ended. Our arrangement was left so open-ended that there was no "closure." I don't think I could ever get back together with him, because I feel very strongly that we had what time we were supposed to have being together, but I still can't get over him. I know I'm being unfair to my current bf, but I can't seem to stop loving my ex. I love my new guy so much, and he knows I still love my ex, and even though he gets jealous sometimes, he completely understands. I hate that I can't love only him, because he is amazing, and deserves someone who will love only him, but he still wants to be with me. I can't help but think that I'm being unfair to him.
well i was going out with this guy named jimmy about all lst summer and then i finally let him take my virginity.so like a month after that i asked him why we didnt see eachother eneymore and all he sayed was you now wat we should break up...and he broke my heart.so after we break up we still sleep together andthen like the day after i spent the night at his house he told me andall my friends he has a new girldfriend and they ave been hooking up for the past week...so its around halloween and he went to some party with his "GIRLFRIEND" AND I GUESS HETOOK HER VIRGINITY TO.or they hookdup or somethin,you know wat happens he breaks up with her and gets another new girlfriend thats a virgin.now i know we arnt going out but this kid actually told me he would always love and care about me...so much for love and care rite......
Thsi boy that I'm going out with is the best ever. B 4 we even knew that we liked each other I would tell all of mi friends how cute and sweet and everything else he was. I hav been goin out w/ him for alomost a month now. I have figured out that he is very shy. We haven't even hugged for god's sake! Mi friend told me that he likes me and I reali like him, but everytime I am with mi boyfriensd I feel speechless and It feels like real love since I've went out with alot of people and no one has ever made me feel this way. Is it Love or Infatustion? Please help me so I know what to do. i s it worth it?
I think our relationship is finally starting to fall apart and there's no one to blame for it but myself :-(
I'm so sorry. I still love you more than anything in this world, I always will.
Just this morning about 2 am I finally admitted to a long-time friend that I loved him. I had been debating all week long if i should let him know that i was feeling this way about him. We had just talked just a couple hours before, so when I called him i told him i could sleep and i had been thinking about some things. He told me that i should tell him whats on my mind. But it was funny because he seem to allready know what I was going to say. So he told em to just say it...My heart was beating fast and i thought i was going to pass out. It took me almost 30 mintues just to say three words, "I love you". I was so ashamed and embarrassed. He told me that he knew allready it was just a matter of time before i would say it and so it made me want to cry becuase i felt like i was in denile about the whole situtation. He told me if i did cry he wouldn't tell, but i couldn't do it my pride and ego was already wounded and hurt. So atfer joking about about it a few mintues later we finally got off the phone and i went stright to sleep, but i felt like i had gotten that off my chest after all this time.
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