Ok i really need some advice. I am in love with this guy. and he knows i like him, but i don't think he likes me TOO MUCH. we've hookes up a few times but all that happend was a kiss and a hug. When we're all alone or maybe with his BEST budd he'll be kissy huggy, But when we're with all the guys he denys he like me! what do u think?
Ok, so I am not as grown up as I thought I was. I have been in love with my best friend for 9 years. We have both been in relationships I've been married. He is seriously dating someone. But i can't get him out of my head. We hang out together all the time, i love him so much it hurts. I have told him and he says that he loves me to but only when he is horney and wants a bj or something. what should i do?
OK THIS IS REALLY EMBARASSING....LOL HOW COME EVERYTIME I DATE A HOT GUY THEY WANNA **** ME IN THE ***? AND HOW COME EVERYTIME TIME I DATE A NICE GUY THEY ALWAYS NUT BEFORE I EVEN GET UNDRESSED? OH YEAH AND WHY EVERYTIME I DATE A FEMALE ALL THEY WANNA DO IS EAT MY MONK....LOL I WANNA SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP HERE THATS NOT JUST BASED ON SEX I WANNA REAL MAN WITH A REAL BIG ****.....LOL AND ANTOHER THING I HATE IS DICK PUMPS WHY WERE THEM THINGS EVEN INVENTED OMG THEY WEAR OFF IN LIKE 10 SECONDS COME ON' I CAN GO WAY WAY LONGER THAN THAT **** HALF THE TIME I HAVE TO FAKE AN ORGASAM FOR THE DICKLESS ******* LAYING ON TOP OF ME...LOL BUT EVEN THO THIS SEEMS FUNNY THIS IS A SERIOUS PROBLEM.....SO SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME....I NEED SOME REAL DICK ALONG WITH A REAL RELATIONSHIP.....WHAT SHOULD I DO?
OH YEAH BY THE WAY I'M NOT A WHORE I'M JUST REALLY EXPERIENCED
I've been hooking up a guy friend of my for over a year. I dident really like him as anything more then a friend so when he got a girlfriend i was fine with that but when we hung out the first time after he started going out with this girl we ended up hooking up even though i told him i dident want to at first but he gave me these puppy dog eyes and i gave in even though i know i should not have. Right after that i told him i was never going to do that again, but it dident stop it happend 2 more times before he finally went off to collage. I still feel really bad and i regret it everyday.
I am a 18 year old female named angel and I want to say ...
okay so i am a little on the heavy-set side of 170. im only 15 years old ill be 16 next month. i try to dress nice but nothing helps. i know that it really doesnt do much to even out my weight but i know that my fae isnt that bad. i find myself kind of attractive in the face and so do a bunch of other people. But then of course i fall for some of these guys and noo none of them wanna be with me and i know exactly why- they dont want to be with a girl my size. Now this makes no sense - i have plenty of guy friends and they all love hangin out with me or so they say because "im such a funny person and im so fun to be around" basically - the life of the party so um yeah why dont any of them want to be with me? it makes no sense to me. I hate it.
I find myself running away a lot, from my friends, my schooling, my work, but I found something that helps. Its something I know everyone does. I have finally found something that helps stabalize my emotions and thoughts, and helps me focus and be creative all at the same time. I wouldn't call it a miracle solution by far, but its done wonders for me. Being diagnosed bipolar i'm always on medication but the undesirble consequences such as weight gain, and sexual disfunction, sent me even further into an emotional rollercoaster. On top of that I didnt' even feel human anymore,my emotions were slaves to a red pill, and a white pill, everything that affected me didnt' feel real and raw like emotion should feel. All any of the medication made me was content, not happy. I will say that the problems such as depression and anger vanished, but the meds brought on a whole new set of dysfunctions. So I stopped my meds and started a new treatment, a treatment that grounded me and made me feel happy, yet not emotionless. I smoke pot, about everyday, not much mind you, just enough to get me going on whatever i need to do. I've been using pot recreationally for a few years and medically in the past 7 or 8 months (without other forms of meds) It works for me, to some i sound like i'm wasting my life on drugs. But how are the other prescribed drugs any different, and why should I be persecuted for trying to persue happiness with the help of a leaf. I can finally start accomplishing my goals, I'm in college, working on becoming an English major. I stand by the fact that my approach is more natural, therefore its adverse affects are limited compared to popping 300 mg of happy pills everyday, just so you can make it through life. I'm more relaxed and have more direction, i'm more focused on my goals, I dont have suicidal thoughts and I'm hardly ever sad much less depressed. Life has so much more meaning for me now. I want to say that I don't feel it will work for everyone, everybody's body chemistry is different. But when your options start running out and pills and consueling aren't enough, realise there are more options, but remember my option is still illeagel.
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