As I walk I feel your steps behind my pedestrian ways smell your scent feel your heart beat while I stroll in the sunlight that which couldn't challenge your beauty too far fo me too touch but just close enough fo me too know your there two paces behind me creatin a stalkin fear I love you dearly baby I’m so delighted your near
Dear father I shall confess my sins
The words I say tonight come deep from with in
I must tell thee I don’t believe any more
Its time for me to give up and to close this door
You have infected my sole
let the darkness swallow me whole
I’m turning by going to the dark side
Its some were I can turn to help me die
They make out you are all mighty and great
But all I feel for you all mighty is anger and hate
If you are here and you are real
Then tell me why is it pain I feel
Surrounding me with broken walls
Anywhere and every were I go I seem to fall
I’m sorry for the words I say on this night
But what I am doing and saying I feel is right
My arms that are blood covered in slits
Will scare for the rest of time on my wrists
Why did this happen if you’re the best
Why wont you give me a life a let me rest
So dear father I shall confess my sins
The words I say tonight come deep from with in
I have crossed over never to come back
I am so fucked up I have lost track
Of what’s wrong and what right
Dear father I have confessed my sins for the night
what this poem meens is iv made so many mistakes and god never helped me so i have lost faith in him.
iv just had a f**ked up life with no one to turn to
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