I have always thought that the worst thing that could ever happen to you, was getting caught with no clothes on. Some how people feel so vulnerable and docile when they're naked. I went to a field trip and stayed in a hotel, sharing a room with this girl named Suky. We shared room for a week and her coments were getting on my nerves. I wasen't fat but had a couple of extra pounds on me and she keept on making degrading coments, like my clothes din't fit right, or what terrible choice of clothes I wore. Just because she was slim and everything she wore looked nice, din't mean she had to harper about it every day. I was conviced she took pleasure making me feel bad about myself, and I just got tired of all her bull **** coments. I was so angry I couldn't stop thinking of all the **** stuff she had thrown at me and began thinking up ways to get back at her. Giving her a black eye would have been something she wouldn't have been able to hide from boys that have come with us on the trip. That would put and end to her flirting with boys and her vanity would go down the drain. Every day I would see her come out of the shower buck naked, witch gave me the perfect idea that she would never forget. I waited for the last day to spring it on her and never had to see her again. I had already packed my bags and taken them down strairs, and waited for her to go up to the room. I fallowed her into the room and while she was taking a shower, I took her room key and put in my pocket. As always she came out buck naked, so I dragged her out into the hall and looked the door behind her, leaving her with no clothes on and no where to hide. I knew there were boys in the next door rooms and knocked on a couple of doors while I took off down the hall. I sure gave those boys a great show, because they caught her naked and had no other choice but to run into their room and get herself out of the hall. She most have spent some pretty embarrassing momets in a sitting in a room full of boys, waiting for someone to open her room.
I soon will be forty in a few months and I want to live like a wild and free teenager because I didn't get it as a teenager and now I do.I don't give a care what anyone thinks about me. I wanna dance in the middle of the mosh pit. I wanna smoke my pot and get drunk and not gove a **** what anyone thinks about it. I wanna travel the country by hitchhiking or a van of hippies and smoke pot sleep out under the stars and get fucked up and have uninhibited sex and uninhibited physcodelic experiences. Amen, and I wanna praise God for his goodness while I'm doing it all. Amen and praise God for the goodness of the earth.
Before I start….this isn’t a fake situation I really need your advuce on this and I just what to know what other people think about……anyways
I went out with this guy for awhile and we broke up around 2 months ago or more I dnt know I dnt want to keep track of time when we broke up cuz that’s just really sad LOL…anyways...before we broke up I saw him for the last time on a weekend n I thought everything was back to normal because we haven’t seen each other for awhile as we were on a so called “BREAK” long story about that (people trying to brake us up!)...anyways he said I love you and all that when I saw him even when he dropped me off at home and that made me think that everything is all good between us
Anyways my net wasn’t working for a week and I havnt spoken to him for like 2 weeks and he told me that night that I would see him nxt week n I called him but he wouldn’t pick up the fone........when the net started to work again i came online and saw that he was on and he suddenly spoke to me...
He said to me that he was sorry to tell me this by msn but at least that he is letting me know that he “HAS FOUND SOMEONE ELSE”……and he also told me that its time to move on….but what pisses me off is that he SAID I LOVE U TO ME that night that I saw him ….i feel like he has made a complete fool out of myself :@...anyways because he pissed me off that much I completely ignored him and erased him out of my life cuz I think that he doesn’t deserve my attention in being his “FRIEND” which is what he wants…
Anyways about 3 weeks ago I got a texted message from him saying that he is sorry for what he has done and that he now realized that he will never find another girl like me that would love him as much as I did n that he wants to be friends again one day…..i didn’t reply his text message cuz I seriously thought that their was no point in doing that…..
Then a few days ago he told my mate on msn about if I talk about him and my mate said to him that I don’t mention anything about him. Then he was telling my mate that he is my best friend n that he should know everything about me because I tell him everything n my mate just ignored him ANOTHER thing that he said to my mate is that he wished that we were good friends again but u cnt have everything….anyways
SERIOUSLY ….am I doing the right thing about ignoring him cuz I think that I need to foucs with my own life and all the **** that he HAS done to me is just toooo far and that I dnt think he desrvers my friendship!!!......
please give me some advice!!! IM NOTTTTT BULLSHITTING HERE!!!!
i have been sleeping with my teacher and its weird we he walks passed by me....we sometimes met up at at lunch in the sports equipment room....he is veryyyy veryyy fit and dosnt look like his age.....he is only in his 20's and im 18 i dnt think that their is a problem through ages difference:S....but my CLOSE friends say that im a SLUT ......wat should i do...i think im IN LOVE!!!!
As a young boy I grew up in a small country town, were everyone knew each other. I played almost every day with Mike and two girls that lived nearby. We knew each other since we were 8 years old and went to the same school. Mike was a heavy set boy that weighed almost twice as I did. He took pride knowing he could over power me at will and sometimes he could be a bit of a bullie, just to show off in front of girls. We were 14 years old when he put me threw the most embarrassing moment that I would remember for the rest of my life. That day I was playing with him and the two neighbor girls like every other day. We usually played in the fields and that day we had gone down to the lake were we took swims in summer. It was supoused to be a bet, that if he tied me to a tree, I couldn't get myself free so I let him tie me up. They just watched me struggle trying to slip my hands free and laughing because I wasen't getting anywere. Mike began to laugh and began bragging about my being stuck and putting all these embarrassing ideas they could do to me. The most fun was pulling my pants down and my face went red just just thinking of have embarrassing that was going to be in front of those girls. Those girls did nothing but daring him to do it. It was just what he wanted to hear them say and came over and dropped my pants around my ankles. It was so humiliating but still coudn't stop myself from getting an obvious boner pushing my boxers up. I panicked at the coment "Let's see the whole barn while we're at it" as I felt my boxers slide down and my dick spring up in full view. I almost died when I saw those girls having fun looking at me naked against tha tree. They were up close watching my hard on and pinting out how it pulsated up and down and flicked at it with their fingers. They had all the laughs and fun before Mike untied me just enough for them to to get away. The next few months were every embarrassing, because I had to face them every day in school and shure they shared the story with God knows how many boys and girls in school.
The other night I got up to go the bathroom. My brother's room is between my room and the bathroom. On the way back to my room I noticed that my brother's room light was on dim, which was not before. the door was open just a little so I happen to peek in and there he was, rubbing one out, his penis looked quite big. I pull away quickly but then I don't know what came over me, but I look back in and watched for about five minutes. I could not help it but I started to feel horny a little bit. He finished up what he was doing and I quickly went back to my room so he did not see me. I could not stop thinging about what I just saw. I started to fantasize about my brother's penis. I ended up masterbating myself and fell off to sleep. The odd thing is the next day my brother asked me how I slept last night. He never asks me that, does he know I was at the door and watched him the whole time. The problem is, I can't stop thinking about that night and it gets me all hot and wet all the time. I no want you are thinking, and NO, I'm not going to have sex with my brother. What should I do about these fantasy I have about my brother.
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