Well, I am happily married to a wonderful guy, but i lied to him... i am 18 years old and lost my virginity when i was 13 to a guy that i didnt even know... i have had sex with over 16 guys most of them unprotected sex, and most of them were one night stands. i always thought that i wasnt pretty enough, not to be cocky or anything but i am pretty... it is sad, but its the past, i hope it never catches up to me. i would hate breaking my husbands heart, and this probably would, he thinks i've slept with like 2 or 3. i thought sex would make me cool, guys would never talk to me unless they wanted sex... cuz i was *____AM___*gooooood!
now i know it was all worthless!
My boyfriend and I worked overseas for a year and we decided to take leave together to Europe. Our fourth day we were in Rome, he breaks up with me. I was so heartbroken and crying but we decided to stay friends. The day which was suppose to be our anniversary he was making out with another girl at 4:30 in the morning outside the hostel in Salzburg. After we got back from leave, I went on a strict diet, hired a trainer, and watched what I ate to get ready to show him I look now. Until one day, I decided to do the nastiest thing a girl could ever do. I looked to see if his brother had a profile and I spotted what I think was his brother. My ex-boyfriend said his brother is the one person he hate the most in the world. So I introduced myself to him and told him about me and his brother. I asked him the biggest favor if I can use him to get his brother really jealous. He said "SURE! I would love to do that." We met in person and we started "pretend" dating until we realized we started liking each other. A few months later, when we were together and my sleek new body, we ran into him with my replacement. He started kicking himself.
I talked to two people over the internet. Lets call them..Jason and Nathan. I became very close to Jason and he revealed the fact the he had a very troubling past and his parents treated him really badly. His friend Allison came online one day and told me he died. So I called her to confirm and she told me it was true. I cried for a week and have never been so depressed. Then..Jason signs in! So im confused for sure. Basically he told me that his mom lied to everyone about his death, and I continued to talk to him despite the fact that I was a tad skeptical of him. Jason had a lot of trust issues and never gave me his address or phone number and insisted that his parents had taken away his phone. I can honestly say I have never been more stupid, I dont know if this has happened to other people. I guess you tend to trust those that listen and are caring and can make you laugh despite the fact they might be lying because you believe that they couldnt possibly lie to you due to your closeness. It didn't end with Jason, he dissappeared about a year after I started talking to him and his friends believed he was put in a foster home (Allison and Nathan) After Jason was gone I talked to Nathan a lot and to my belief fell in love with him. I don't know if it was love all I know is that every time I talked with him I felt a connection I have never felt with anyone else. A sense of amazement just by his words and I still havent gotten over it or felt the same for anyone in real life. Its a little crazy and it scares me that my dream of him was better than any reality I've thus had. Anyway to make a long story short..and by long story I mean around 2 years I told Nathan (who also had trust issues/unable to give out personal information) to call me. Loe and behold he calls me and leaves a strange message on my answering machine that sounds strangely like a voice changer. I check my caller id that says the call came from Colorado, and he lives in California. I call the number back and guess who it is..Allison. In other words Jason is Allison. Nathan is Allison. The man that I dreamt about, loved, wanted to share just one moment with was Allison--a girl. I just wanted to know if this has happened to anyone else, and why these people do this weird stuff? Granted I found out Allison was on meds and such it was still such a weird situation, and weirder yet because I cant get over someone that wasnt real. Lol..yeah that about sums it up..
When I was 18, I had a drunken one night stand with a guy who was at least in his late forties, the night before my mother's wedding. I was the maid of honor and I showed up a little late with a hangover. I never did learn the guy's last name.
Well anyways heres a story about a guy named (mike) thats me and a girl named (kimberly), and what happend to me my Jr. year of high school its actually really good. Anyways me and this girl named Kimberley were going out for about 9 months right, this was the first girl I ever said I loved you and ment it. She lived on a base about 10miles away from my town in ND we went to the same school it just so happens that my bestfriend (Steve) at the time lived across the street from her. Anyways I didnt have a car to drive around with and my friends mom had just bought him a car, so he started giving her rids to school everyday. I didnt think anything of it because i trusted them. well one day i see them walking around atthe last hour of school holding hands. thats when i got pissed off I went home to figure out what i was going to do, then my phones starts to ring it was kimberley she told me that she just wanted to tell me "Im not ready for a serious relationship yet and she said she didnt break up with me for steve". Well I told her that next time i see him that i was going to beet the crap out of him. She told her mom what I said, and her mom (Desserie) had her siter (kristin) to call me to see what was wrong. well I promised her mom i would not beat him up, and i kept talking to kristin more and more till one day kristin asked me out and i said yes and kristin and i didnt tell any of her family of use going out, because we thought it would be ocward, so we kept it a secret. Well one day kimberleys Dad (Jim) ask me out to eat with the family, I get to the restauraunt and its only jime and desserie at the table, thats when i started thinking i did something wrong. I thought I knocked up either kimberly or kristin, by the way they were both virgins before they meet me, lol. well during dinner jim asks me if i wanted to move in with them, well i said yes. So he made a room in the basement for me. well kristin loved this because night after night we got it on. This went on till state track about 7 months later. well I got done with all my events and was tired as hell then deserie drove me back to their place well i was so tired when i got back i just laid on kimberlys parents bed, thats when kristin and desserie came in with massage oil and started rubbing me down, well i started falling asleep in the middle of this bed, then kristin said it was her turn, she laid to the right of me, then i feel asleep. I awoke in the middle of the night and started to cuddle up with the person to the right of me, they started to rub into me, one thing led to another and we got it on. Well next morning i woke up with my arms around Desserie I freaked out and left. Well to paint a picture for the next 4 Months my life was like a porn, I would get with kristin one day then her mom the next, somedays i did both. well one day desserie brought me to my doctors apointment on base when we got back to the house it was about 3:30 the time when school is out, I went up stairs to take a shower, i start taking my cloths off when all of a sudden dessire pops up in front of me and says "Let me help you with that"! well she riped all my cloths off and got on her kness and started to give me head. I was bear *** naked in front of a door, 5 feet away from this door was stairs that led up to us, we didnt her anyone walk into any door, but someone was walking up the stairs, well they got to the top of the stairs, thats when i saw her it was kimberley, she was just sitting there stairing at her mom giving me head, that when i said "Hey kimberley hows STEVE doing"! that when she ran to her room her mom didnt know what happened so she was still giving me head. well long story short Kimberleys whole family found out. desserie and jim got devorced, they all went to couseling because of what happended, kristin and i broke up. Now up to date jim and desserie are remarried, and kristin and i are still dating. This Story is all true, if you dont believe me go to my space and look up man of your dreams im in there ill. probably give you my number so u can ask me about it. so thats the story of how i got revenge on my cheating girlfriend.
P.S. The whole family looked liked models.
Hope you enjoyed my story.
so my friend dated this guy and ok me and him are sorta kinda friends...well they dated and he completely broke her heart...and i still continued to be his friend because my friend told me she was fine with it, adn she really is...so i'm friends with him..her only thing about him and me being friends is taht i dont ever do anythign with him sex wise or dating wise..and i agreed...well over the summer we got together and hung out....yea ended up more like almost having sex...but we didnt....ok so that was August...and then on Christmas i IM'ed him thru AIM to wish him Happy Xmas like a good friend ya kno? well anywayz...we decided to hang out...me being the dumb one i am..i said yea shore...so we hung out at his house...had sex this time..and my friend just asked me the other day if i had talked to him or anything..i feel kinda bad for lying to her like this...but if she found out she would skin me alive and then i dunno what...but man i hate myself for doing that to her...
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