when i was 16 and found out that in pregnent the thing is i was cheating on my boyfriend with my ex, it was only the once! i did not want to look after a child so had an abortion!
now after my split up with we had a row and i told him every thing! he forgave me,but and i have just found out there was a difficulty in the abortion which ment i could not have children again, my mum never told me!!
i told me boyfriend about this and now he says im a slut and deserved it!
i dont want to loose him but i cant take the insults! and he has strated taking drugs again!!
I didn't even know exactly how to classify this confession. Ever since I was a young child, I have had this need and desire to have others see me naked. I mean completely, stark naked with everything visible. For many years I used every possible excuse to satisfy this need. Eventually, as a young adult, I discovered nudism, which was great but didn't fully meet the need I had. I mean when everyone is naked, it's no big deal and no one hardly notices those parts that most people hide. In time, I discovered that some people, who are extreme nudists, live naked lifestyles, never wearing any clothes at home. This provided me with an opportunity to tell friends about that fact, and warn them that if they visited me at my home, they'd likely find me totally nude. Many of them, of course, arranged surprise visits to catch me naked, just to see if I'd really stay unclothed in front of them. I would always answer the door, staying behind the door, just letting them see my head, and would advise them that I had nothing on. If they said it was OK, I'd allow them to come in and stand there stark naked in front of them. It never mattered if they were male or female. (I am male.) At this point, all of my friends have seen me naked, and once they've seen me, I go nude in front of them whenever they come to visit. I still find myself always looking for new people to see me naked for the first time. I want people to see "all of me" and accept me just as I am. Some people hearing about this think it's really weird. Some think it is really cool. I don't know what to think -- I just know I want others to see me naked, front and back, absolutely nothing hidden from view.
In 8th grade I met the girl that changed my life - Kalea. I was a jacked up little kid and she never once tore me down like everyone else did, but she wasn't scared to put me in my place.
We've been together through everything. When guys let her down, when girls screwed me over - it took us until senior year to figure out that maybe we could be a perfect fit, and we were.
Now we've graduated college and I'm about to get my MA in Computer & Science Engineering and she is still the best thing that's ever happened to me. Not once have i wanted anyone but her - even through the hard times.
After I get my MA we're going back home for a while to spend time with our families, but before we head back to HickVille I've managed to set up a romantic dinner. We're going to go on about a 45 minute drive so we can escape the city lights, and in the middle of a huge field, i have a gazeebo set up under the stars (her favorite thing). That's where I'll ask her to be my wife.
I just don't know if i can go a week without asking her - I'm so excited. That's why I posted this, I hope it will keep me from ruining the surprise - I'm so crazy about her, she changed my life.
i cant stand my boyfriend...he is forgetful and is always use to his way. all i want is a moment to be with you alone.. no work no roomates.. no distractions . the forgetfulness and selfishness is starting to really piss me off. i dont know what else to do. i try to be nice but i cant help but get mad. broken promises leads me to feel i aint **** no more but a convience to him. i just want to say i cant stand your ******* ***... look at me and realize what you got or im out... you selfish pig...dazzed out drunk. wish i could slap you so you could wake up......
i think the title says it all... sometimes i get drunk and have sex with people I wouldn't normally. I think im bi-polar or something. Its something that I would NEVER do sober, and whats worse is that i don't remember afterwards. I've talked to people about it but ive never met someone who i feel has it worse than me. I can drink ALOT, but the amount of time it takes until the alcohol HITS me, is different all the time so i can never gage when the HIT is coming. Next thing i know i wake up and i'm like UH OH what did i do this time.
My best friend is in love with a kid who can't stand her guts.
I know this because he and I have recently become close.
He's a complete womanizer and thinks he can get any girl...
And he's right.
Because I made out with, got felt up by, and gave a BJ to him in a parking lot tonight.
And as awful as I feel, he helped me not to feel so paranoid and just to live for today. So I'm seeing him as a blessing, but inside I feel terribly guilty for feeling ANYTHING for him and for doing those things with him.
Even though he's told her to leave him alone, because he's not interested in her that way.
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