I'm 17 and my boyfriend is 18. We've been together "officially" for over a year and "unofficially" for about two years. I love him beyond all reason and he loves me the same way. We've really had few problems in our relationship except he used to rave and do a lot of drugs. I've been in quite a few relationships and I realize that my boyfriend and I fit together well. We even have been working at the same restaurant for about 6 months together. Our families get along just fine, even though they never really spend time together. He's asked me to marry him and I've accepted, ring and all that jazz. But if I bring it up to anyone, they keep on saying how it's not possible for us to be happily married for the rest of our lives.
Is it really that uncommon for two teenagers to stay together til death do they part? Are people extra judgemental or am I just imagining it?
i have a problem being faithful. i cant be with one person. i have a boyfriend that i love very much but i cheat on him all the time. i love the excitement. it seems its more fun when there is that chance of getting caught. i do it on a daily basis. and he never finds out.
I am a 21 year old female named Katie and I want to say ...
My entire life, well, mostly childhood, I was an extremely angry, upset, depressed kid. I was a crab! My mom even made me a crab costume for Halloween because she thought the costume “fit” me so well. Hah… now there have been a lot of people that do not believe me when I talk about spending my young years very unhappy. Well, take a look: http://katiekoala.com/me.html (don’t worry, it’s harmless).
I am allergic to latex, lavender, lactose, sulfa, and I’ve even been diagnosed by my DOCTOR as being allergic to spring. I’m also allergic to the AIR at Disneyland! Crazy. I have rapid cycling bi-polar disorder. I have mania. I have major depression. I have a hyper-thyroid that developed because of my anger problem, and because of my hyper-thyroid, it’s hard to sleep because my heart is beating so fast and if I DO get any sleep, I have the most frightening dreams you could ever imagine. Seriously.
I am addicted to meth and in rehab for it. My boyfriend for 2 years is in juvenile hall for possession of it. I hate rehab so freaking much. All my life people have always tried to get me a counselor or a psychologist but all of them,… the doctors, the counselors,.. are baffled by me. For one thing, physically, my body is insane! I had to go to the doctor everyday for a while, and, im NOT joking, literally my weight for one day would be 98, then the next 105, then the next 103, then the next 95,… the doctor kept weighing me, checking to see if the scale worked, etc, because its supposedly impossible for your weight to change that rapidly. Another thing: Im 17, and occasionally, I will shrink! Ill be 5’2” one day, then 5’1” the next, and this is when im measured barefoot. The chiropractor thought it was my spine but he was wrong. But after all of this, the thing that I hate, is that people KEEP TRYING TO FIGURE ME OUT!!! OH MY GOSH!! I don’t even understand myself at ALL. No one is every going to understand me, so would ya just leave me alone and let me be! :(
I prefer to be alone. I thought I was going to be alone for the rest of my life until I fell in love at age 16. It sucks. Love is a weakness! It actually HURTS to lie to him… this is highly unusual because all my life I’ve been a horrible, horrible, liar, cheater, stealer, you name it. But now, I find myself having to forcibly become a better person because my old ways aren’t working! I love fighting. I love yelling and screaming and making people feel horrible. With him, I start yelling, and in a few moments I start to CRY!! WHATS UP WITH THAT!?! It sucks! Of course no one knows this about me except him. Everyone thinks I can be trusted. Whenever ANYTHING bad happens, no one (not the teacher, the students, no one) suspects me. But now I’ve become more honest…
I'm not happy with my life, I feel like it couldnt get any worse,...I'm always smiling, I laugh alot, I joke around, I love my friends and family-they love me loads...I'm lonely.
I do well at everything, there's nothing I cannot do. I'm lucky ...I appreciate all that I have.
I'm confident, opinionated...I stick up for others. I have money, I study hard, I'll get a good job.
I hate seeing others being hurt...nobody tries to hurt me. I'm not selfish.
I have an intense fear of women. I have slept with upwards of 50 girls, and don't know how many girls I've done other sexual activities with. I can never date anyone for more than a couple of months anymore, simply because I can't bring myself to trust someone. As soon as I start to get attached or see the slightest bit of trouble, I just break up with the girl and usually end up sleeping with someone else the same day, commonly a friend of hers.
Many people look at me and think that I don't respect women or that I hate them. This isn't true, but I don't have the courage to let the pure feelings I have spring forward. Whenever I start to genuinly care about someone, I become frightened that these feelings will enable them to hurt me.
Between the negative experiances I had with girls I've dated in the past, my shakey and fear based relationship with my mother, and a complete lack of a good parental example of how a good relationship works, I don't know if I'll ever be able to be a decent and loving companion to someone. I no longer derive any physical pleasure from sex, and it has become a psychological addiction.
I've never gotten a girl drunk to get into her pants, but I've told my fair share of lies. After all, I don't want anyone to know how afraid I am of women, now do I? At least with things this way, they can't hurt me. The problem is, I'm hurting myself.
I'm an 18 male who has been living with depression my whole life. Latly I have had this empty feeling in my heart like I need someone, like I need a girlfriend. This hole seems like it is getting Bigger and BIGGER as time passes. I've tried relationships, and they just do not work out for me. Up until a week ago I had this empty feeling, but is just misteriously went away. This happened when I was reunited with a female I haven't seen in over a year. Everytime I am with her I don't feel this empty hole, but as I sit here typing, the hole is there. What does this mean? Does this mean she is my soul mate? Please respond, I need some help.
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