These past "holidays" pissed me off!!! I remember going to the store for thanks giving to get some orange juice for the kids. Well, wwe passed the meats and this girl was totally PO'd because there wasnt any Turkey of Ham Left. Im like "lady, the man is telling you that they are all out" She totaly fliped out. So i told her that she was **** out of Luck. I also told her not to yell at the man, it is the holidays. I mean who is she to yell at the meat guy for running out of meat. It aint his fault that this dumb ***** waited until the night before Thankgiving to buy a damn turkey.I was so close to duke it out right there.And what if she did get that turkey of ham, it is not like she is ganna have time to properly defrost it and cook it for her family.If she had one at all.
Well on Christmas the same thing happend, but i actually lost my cool and the gloves came off. The only problem with this lady is that the store ran out of "her stuffing" anyway, the cops were called and now i have to pay a fine, go to and complete 90 hours of community servise and also a few weeks of anger management.
This was all worth it. I would do it again. Im only looking out for the little guy.
This concerns monogamy and to a greater extent, loyalty between partners and friends. I have one really good friend, he's me oldest mate and we've known each other so long it's become as if were were blood relatives. A while ago he and his girl moved away for a job but it didnt work out for both, so he moved back here cut about the job he'd missed and also a bit depressed about his relationship with xx being over. Needless to say he was back on his feet again and hitting the dating scene. Now some guys don't like it, but I was secretly glad when he started dating a female friend of mine. I knew he was the dependable kind and i figured we'd all be hanging out and having fun...well so i thought.They had been serious for about 8 months and I had noticed she was acting different around me, i picked up a vibe from her that said she couldn't talk like we used to (the nitty-gritty stuff), even though i hadn't betrayed any trust or told my friend any thing bad about her. Then at a party i threw to which she couldn't be at, my oldest mate cheated on her. He was very discreet about it but it was at my house and I was being the responsible host and staying relatively in control to look after the gang. Any other party and i'm usually off my face so i was lucky that i saw anything at all but I did, and i made sure that i didnt misenterpret it.
I never told her, trusting that he would wake up to himself and they would sort it out between the two. IE; He tells, she bashes him for a bit, he breaks down and cries, they re-enforce their spiritual connection and have some mindblowing makeup sex.
I had forgotton about the whole thing, when I saw him do it again, not so subtlely while we were out taking pills. -This time he was relying on me to keep it quiet and we spoke about it briefly, using the drugs as his excuse; "You know its just the drugs, you know what it like,..." I didnt say anything then and I still didn't when I found out he did it again. I hit him up quietly, almost jokingly, and told him to knock it off and all I got back was resentment. It's a very munted situation and no matter what I choose to do I feel like im risking a friendship, just for involving myself. Both mean a great deal to me, but this conundrum has stirred up too much trouble looks like it won't resolve itself anytime soon.
Just what the fudge do I do now?
My days did seem brighter since you've began to walk along with me..but now those days will no longer be and merely turn into another sad memory.. i write these gathered words in an effort to confess, how i feel..no tears are yet shed but my broken heart may bring gloomy clouds
and rain drops might fall somewhere down this lonely road i fear..
as the sunrises and sunsets brings beauty in the sky..you had once brought the same essence and painted bright colors on my desolete frowns..
I thought i saw it in your eyes when you looked at me..as i felt the passion that once burned intensly inside of me
desperate desires that i had kept secret...the sexual attraction got me close.. but i guess we'll never discover the hidden secrets nor adventure the places that i yearned for i was so afraid to show you how much i desired you next to me.. and today it was proven to always trust my gut feekn'
Can you choose who you fall for.. and can you choose when to fall and how? ...guess if we had that choice..i wouldn't be here writing another sad poem of love...wish i knew when to hold back and when to just let it all go....wish i saw you first -so it wouldn't be i havin' to let u go
wishing i knew the reasons why men tell many lies..I now only know the heartach that persist..and persist to be a part of my life..not even searhin' for a man nor want to fall in love .. .yet when i take chance at learnin and tryin' someting new ...i end up singin another sad love song..
Men are just amazing...Check this out, I have a friend for 5 years. He and I were best friends, I knew he liked me, and even went to the point of telling me that he loves me. I told him that I love him but it was like a brother, and that we'd never be anything more than that. We stayed friends until I broke up with my boyfriend of years and years and all of a sudden he thinks that seeing I am not with my boyfriend it is now "his turn" to date me. I once again told him that I was not interested in him that way, and he said he understood. I ended up meeting a great guy, he treats me great, very sweet, loves me very much, and I have a great time with him. At first I wasn't sure if it was going to turn into anything or not so, I kept my mouth shut to everyone about him. This "best friend" that I had told me that if I wasn't going to tell him everything about this new guy, including our "dating" status that I was basically lying to him because I wasnt telling him the "whole truth" I didn't want to hurt my friend so I didn't say anything. Then I find out after new years that my friend slept with this girl and is currently dating her but he never said a word to me. Is that the kettle calling the pot black or what! I currently am so mad I am not speaking to him, I don't want to even look at him. Anyone have any suggestions as what I can do from here?
I just broke up with my boyfriend who is 27 yr. old but you couldn't tell from the way he acted. We broke up because I wasn't feeling him, he complained about me not texting or calling him back and not showing him any love. He spent a lot of time on the Internet writing blogs and sending messages to other females. It didn't bother me but I started to realize he seeking attention from people. And he always had the nerve to say he's an OG or he's a Gangster WTF! And me on the other hand always telling him to grow up. Plus he told me he didn't have feeling so it was all good but I check my e-mail and found 3 long pages of him telling me how he felt. Then I found a blog he wrote about me and tried to block it but I have my connections. So why do men still try to be all Thuged out and call them selves OG's that mess is played out. At what age can a man call himself a MAN. And that does not mean just because you lay up with someone or making babies make you a man.
I am a 61 year old male that moved to a new stae after living 37yrs. in another.I have been in the apartment that I am in now for over two yrs, and in that time I have had none of my family come to visit me on a social level. I am not a loner and do not like to feel ostracized. I have done everything I can think of to let them see that I would like for at least one of them to come and visit me once in awhile. The only way I get to see any of my family is if I go to vist them at their place. It really ticks me off that in the 2+ yrs that I have been in this apartment I have yet to serve even a glass of water to any of my family. Thay all say they love me and care about me, but actions speak louder then words, or so I've been told. If I didn't have my computer to get me through the rough spots I don't know what I would do. I have almost given up on trying to get any of them to stop by once in awhile. I mena it's not like I need company, I would just like some once in awhile
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