I wished it was back how it used to be bewteen u and me wen we said i love you but it all seemed to change the day of 8/18/08 the day you decided that we should try seeing other people because i was going out of town and you said you would need someone so i guess that means you never really loved me from the start. but now tis the day of 9/4/08 and i dont kno waht to say we have been having on and off relationships when all i want i 4 us to be like how we used to be when we looked in each others eyes and saw love 4 one another but now all i see when i look in your eyes is a attuide i feel like you hate me but i dont kno what i've done and i wish i could stop getting that vibe from you cause i love you still and always will but i dont even kno y i love you its just something about you that made me feel this way i fell in lve with you and i kant get out its like im trapped and kant find a way out but now i feel betrayed i kept telling my self not to get back wit u but my heart just wouldnt listen and i guess thats the consquences cuase as im tying this i am balling my eyes out because its just bringing back memories of HOW THINGS USED 2 B i will never have the courage to tell things things my self so instead im typing it for the world to see because it may be some other young lady or man who feels the same exact way and now you say you have a girlfriend and ive had a boyfreind but it didnt work out between us and its jus so amazing how you can get over someone you loved so much or are you just trying to use her to replace the love you still have 4 me but no matter what J.D.B i promise you and myself that I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.!!
My fiance has gained a little weight and i dont know how to tell her or let her know that she needs to lose a few pounds. See she used to be balemic (i spelled wrond i know) and im afraid if i hint at anything then she will get right back into it. what should i do??
I was so happy I finally had my first boyfriend when I was 16. He was 18 and already had sex with a few other girls, so I just let him lead our relationship and make the first move on me. I wasn't a virgin any longer because I had already taken care of that with my vibrator. Now I was looking forward to get fucked by a boy with a real dick. We fucked a couple of times in his apartment, when his friend that shared it with him was out. Even though we tried to have our privacy, there were times when his friend would arrived unexpectedly. It felt so kinky to know his friend was just next door to us while having sex, I have to admit it made me more excited. I never told him about how I felt about that, but he some how could tell the diference. One day he asked me if he could tie me up and explained that it was one of his fantasies. He said it was sexual foreplay and a turn on. He had done it with a previous girlfriend and went on to say, it got her so horny and hot to be bound as he was looking at how helpless she looked. He ended convincing me and the next day I let him tie me up. There I was tied up to his four poster bed in just my panties and a dripping wet *****. Hands tied above my head to each post and ankles to each leg of the bed, spread eagle in front of him an feeling helplessly horny. He just walked out and opened the front door to let someone in that I tought was probably his friend. He had left the door to the room wide open and panicked at the tought of being caught like that by his friend. I was so embarrassed when he brought him in along with another guy I had never seen before. They just stood there looking and drewling over my exposed breasts and couldn't do anything to stop it. He was getting turned on by my humiliation of being tuched by his friends. A mixture of shame and lust shot threw my body and ending up surrendering to lustfull feelings. My breasts were being grabbed while they snipped the side of my panties with a pair of scisors and began to finger my wet crotch. I just got lost in in a string of orgasms that wouldn't quit. They finally left the room and my boyfriend dropped his pants and fucked the daylight out of me and them sucked me ***** dry before letting his friends out of the apartment. He untied me and I din't know if to get mad at him or not, just got dressed and took off. I felt violated and humiliated but also like a dirty slut that had enjoyed it. Part of me makes me feel embarrassed and part tells me I want to go back for more, spacially when I feel horny and crave for sex.
Ok well i need some help here. My girlfriend's best friend is always around and me and her have became good friends too. We hand out without my girlfriend and everyone is ok with it because nothing has really happend except something minor. Well I am extraemly attracted to her friend (who lives with us by the way) and I cant help but to stare at her all the time. So any way latley she has been acting different around me or so I think. Like the past weekend we all went out of town together and she was just doing little things that lead me to believe she is interested in me. She was walking around singing taht song that says "im fuckin your boyfriend" and she was always trying to be near me or be alone with me. Last saturday my girlfriend went to bed early and we were drinking and me and her friend stayed up together until the morning just aboout. she kept hugging me and saying u know u love me. and saying i love u to me but still saying it like a freind would. About 3 months we were at home and drinking once again and we crossed paths in the hallway and she grabbed me and like looked at me and we kissed. then later i said im going outside to smoke and i looked at her and she came out after me and we made out for a second but then nothing happend after that. Now another thought i just had was a conversation me and my girlfriend and her friend had about one of our other friends who is always sleeping with other peoples boyfriends and she said i could never do that i would feel bad. So i dont know im really confused about it all and i wanna know what people think...Does it sound like she wants to do something with me?? Why would she want to?? and most of all if she does then should i go for it?? thanks please comment
My first kiss was... Amazing. I was 13 at the momet it first happened. My current boyfriend at the time was Jordan. He just perfect. I really thought it was love... but I was 13 apperantly I didn't know what "love" was. Before the big event, we were writing notes in class and he gave me a not. It said, "Would you kiss someone at school?" I replied of course. Then I asked back if he would. Of course he said yea. After all this I waited for 2 weeks! Which seems like forever since I was expecting something out of him! Finally, I wrote him a not asking why he asked me that. He said, "I asked that because I wanted to kiss you." Then I replied then why didn't you? He told me it was because he didn't think that I was serious, I told him I was and he said that he would meet me in the hall after everyone left and we could kiss there. I was so nervous! We were in the hall hiding from all the teachers. Then he looked me in the eyes and he kissed me for what seemed like an eternity. After the big kiss he hugged me like never before. When people told me that the first kiss is magical, I didn't believe it. Now I do. About 3 months later, he broke my heart for another girl. Kayla. To this day... I will never forget that kiss, and I will always deep in my heart love him. Even though he doesn't love me.
i notice everytime i see my cousin i just wanna **** the **** out of her!the thing that attracts me the most about her is her damn TITTIES!her bra size is like triple ds or somethin.and on top of all that!shes a very pretty light-skinned puerto-rican chick.but still 70 percent of my attraction to her is due to her titties.her tits has been that huge since she was 12! im 18 and shes 15 now and to tell you the truth i think they got even more huge since then!everytime she comes over to my house to sleep over and falls asleep.i try to grab her breast or poke at them softly and when shes takes a shower at my house i always try to peek to see anything and always hoping when shes around my house that a tit pops out but nothin never happens.this always lead to me masturbating and now its gotten even worse now i always thinkin about her ***** how does it look?is it fat?is it hairy?how it must feel?i used to masturbate to the fantasy that i have of stripping her naked,grabbing and sucking on her tits,eating her out,and just pounding the shitt out of her *****.but that was when i was 15.like i said before im 18 now.i dont masturbate to her or that fantasy no more.ive matured a little bit,but still it doesnt fail when i see her sometimes that fantasy pops up in my head for a little while but then it goes away.i feel ashamed to be having thoughts like that of my cuzin.what are your thoughts in this?