its called shame....anger from what has happened to us turned inside turns into shame, which says to us and the whole world "im not good enough". i struggle with this. ive decided to do something about it. a big part of that hurt for me comes from unforgivness. things done against me like you have caused bs to control our lives. all the advice i can offer you is goto www.pauljmeyer.com and check out his book titled Forgivness:the ultimate miracle. go from there...i am :)

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I was abused as well. My parents were both alcoholics. My mom would hit and pull my hair.. it really hurt. When she yells to this day i get really nervous and scarred. She doesn't hit me anymore but i still get this overwhelming feeling like i'm not safe. But you should read self help books and pray to God to help you. You can only make you happy. No one can hurt US anymore. I hope you will get better. Joyce Meyers is a lady that really gets the message to me that i'll be alright. Goggle her name. Good luck and i'm glad i read your message. It makes me feel like i got over what happened to me... because it really sucked what happenend to me but i know it wasn't my fault. Its not yours either...please take that to heart.

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