Well I just herd that the government is shutting down these online places so perhaps you will be forced to stop. Clearly you do not love your family as much as you say, because you continue to do this. Clearly this is not a hard choice for you, you either fix this or she leaves. So you have to do everything you can to fix this now because once she leaves and you are alone you will never stop. And you will be so in-debt you will never get out. Since part of you is reasonable and wants to work on this, you do have hope. You did quit the boat one, that is a positive sign. And I think that if you look at this as the battle of your life, you will be able to win finally at something. Do whatever you have to do to stop this, keep trying to find “ann” help, throw out your computer, tell your wife to put a password on it that you don't know. While you are in your sober state of clarity you have to destroy your ability to continue this disorder. Tell as many people as you can about this, like you did here. But people who know you, someone will have just what you need. If you truly love them like you say, then for gods sakes do whatever you have to do. Put the credit cards in your wife’s name, take away your ability to gamble. by stopping the flow of money. Tell you wife about how bad this really is for you. If you look at this as a problem for both of you, then she will help you. If you just fight her about it then she will give up one day and leave, as well she should because you are out of control. Destroy your ability to fund this madness. Then go get help for the long-term<^>

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If you REALLY TRULY wanted the help you would have gotten it by now....no one can help you until you are ready to help yourself...that gamblers ann. wouldn't be too far away if you really really wanted to get help...if you love your family...you would do anything and everything to make things right...get your head out of your ***...your son is WAY more important then gambling and if you can't realize this then there is no hope for you....If she does leave you, I don't blame her...If you love her, you would do anything you could to get help...no matter what!

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